My chest hurts like the way he was talking about how no one will stay except Him how no on...

My chest hurts like the way he was talking about how no one will stay except Him how no one likes him I understand why he isn't going to take his help I feel so frustrated I feel like killing my self to get isekai into this and kill this mother fucker I feel like strangling his neck cos who are you to speak to him that way who are you to dictate who loves Hume I really hate this guy