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tofu October 19, 2026 2:33 pm

Bruh i fucking cried like wow....the loneliness and tenderness in this chapter kinda broke me into pieces. I guess i had been holding it in since like 5 chapters ago, and it truly dawned on me just now how precious garam is as a person. How warmly and softly he should have been held. Idk man. I'm not saying that what he had with heejae was all bad, but. As he said himself, it's a sharp love. And idk if garam as a person, free from heejae's demands, is suited for that kind of love. And im not saying that youngjo deserves garam, not at all, he's still a bastard for what he did 8 years ago, but seeing him loving garam like this made me so emotional. I've said this a million times, garam is such a softhearted and kind person. He deserves to be loved kindly. I hope what happened in this chapter doesn't make anything worse, i don't want him to get hurt more than he already had.

Anyway next week is hiatus so suicide is back on the table i guess

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    SAGEOFTHE6PACK October 19, 2026 3:11 pm

    it typically takes a lot for a manhwa to make me cry. this chapter is the first of NME to bring me to tears, and it did so easily.

    tofu October 19, 2026 3:56 pm
    it typically takes a lot for a manhwa to make me cry. this chapter is the first of NME to bring me to tears, and it did so easily. SAGEOFTHE6PACK

    You got me :( the first time i was close to tears was when i saw garam crying under the covers, listening to heejae's chopin performance but this time?? God. Like there was no extreme emotions being displayed but fuckkk this chapter man.