Mate what... I get you had a hard childhood and life and shit but... Huh??

Do you really get it or you just haven't read the novel yet? What Ian was doing to Michel is already extremely kind compared to how he was treated by Michel's family bro

ian can have a hard childhood and still be an asshole, two things can exist at once. just because ian went through shit doesn't mean we have to sugar coat when he's being psychologically abusive to michel

That's the point, so wdym by commenting "but"? You cannot expect him to be forgiving and a nice guy dude, Ian literally wants revenge so bad