now, i'm normally someone who reads fucked up things no problem (reverse thinking, duke's playmate, etc) but why'd this make my gut drop??? genuinely confused. can usually separate fiction and reality just fine but this just made me sick or maybe it's because my dumb ass was expecting a wholesome story with no fucked up plot twists, and i thought this was a story about finding someone who helps you overcome all your anxieties and insecurities and both of you growing as a person together, maybe a deeper look into the intricacies and difficulties that come in a relationship with an obvious gap in social standing???? thought the biggest problem here would be Hajoon having to choose between the family business or Danwoo, or some other kinda cliche shit. was even smiling and kicking my feet and then BAM mc gets assaulted by someone wearing a face identical to his lover's????????????????? and it wasnt just once???? it happened multiple times and he didn't even know until he felt like "hajoon" was being pushier than usual during sex?????? i thought something was weird but when the reveal came my cock went so limp i think it shriveled and fell off.
art and smut is so fucking amazing, and i really wanted to enjoy this, but i don't know what it is about the direction this is going that's making it hard for me to stomach.
why did i write all this? coz i needed to be able to express this feeling or i'm gonna feel it for days lmfao
now, i'm normally someone who reads fucked up things no problem (reverse thinking, duke's playmate, etc) but why'd this make my gut drop??? genuinely confused. can usually separate fiction and reality just fine but this just made me sick or maybe it's because my dumb ass was expecting a wholesome story with no fucked up plot twists, and i thought this was a story about finding someone who helps you overcome all your anxieties and insecurities and both of you growing as a person together, maybe a deeper look into the intricacies and difficulties that come in a relationship with an obvious gap in social standing???? thought the biggest problem here would be Hajoon having to choose between the family business or Danwoo, or some other kinda cliche shit. was even smiling and kicking my feet and then BAM mc gets assaulted by someone wearing a face identical to his lover's????????????????? and it wasnt just once???? it happened multiple times and he didn't even know until he felt like "hajoon" was being pushier than usual during sex?????? i thought something was weird but when the reveal came my cock went so limp i think it shriveled and fell off.
art and smut is so fucking amazing, and i really wanted to enjoy this, but i don't know what it is about the direction this is going that's making it hard for me to stomach.
why did i write all this? coz i needed to be able to express this feeling or i'm gonna feel it for days lmfao