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The Mackarel October 30, 2026 12:55 pm

now, i'm normally someone who reads fucked up things no problem (reverse thinking, duke's playmate, etc) but why'd this make my gut drop??? genuinely confused. can usually separate fiction and reality just fine but this just made me sick or maybe it's because my dumb ass was expecting a wholesome story with no fucked up plot twists, and i thought this was a story about finding someone who helps you overcome all your anxieties and insecurities and both of you growing as a person together, maybe a deeper look into the intricacies and difficulties that come in a relationship with an obvious gap in social standing???? thought the biggest problem here would be Hajoon having to choose between the family business or Danwoo, or some other kinda cliche shit. was even smiling and kicking my feet and then BAM mc gets assaulted by someone wearing a face identical to his lover's????????????????? and it wasnt just once???? it happened multiple times and he didn't even know until he felt like "hajoon" was being pushier than usual during sex?????? i thought something was weird but when the reveal came my cock went so limp i think it shriveled and fell off.

art and smut is so fucking amazing, and i really wanted to enjoy this, but i don't know what it is about the direction this is going that's making it hard for me to stomach.

why did i write all this? coz i needed to be able to express this feeling or i'm gonna feel it for days lmfao

The Mackarel September 29, 2026 6:46 am

hasn't aaron always been kinda coercive though . first time they had sex he couldnt even bother loosening yujin up before sticking his gigantic dick in even when yujin told him to slow down. i love this story don't get me wrong, but their whole dynamic hasn't exactly been healthy from the start. communication between them has never been strong, and they both have intentions that they don't let the other know. so i'm honestly surprised that people are surprised and upset? i've always seen the consent in this manhwa to have been mostly dubious this whole time. if y'all want wholesome though i highly recommend Nerd Project or Sign Language.

    Xiaosheng September 29, 2026 7:02 am

    Agree he was atleast yellow from the start

    ILove_BlackhairedBottoms September 29, 2026 12:24 pm

    Tbh some mggo readers just scrolling then click the next button instead of reading and understanding the story a/o characters

    The Mackarel September 29, 2026 12:41 pm

    And going as far as to harass the author too.

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The Mackarel August 27, 2024 12:24 pm

Help ya boy out please. Also I'd like it if the uke wasn't feminine or like, dainty and skinny? Idk how to explain it but long hair is fine, being pretty as fine, but I want the build to be masculine?? Like in Best Luck of my Life, Kabukichou Bad Trip, and Define the Relationship.... BUT I CANT SEEM TO FIND A BEEFY TOP WITH FACIAL HAIR (/TДT)/

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