what i wish people would understand is being able to explore these kinds of things in fiction. but that's exactly what it is: FICTION. if you read these kinda stories and genuinely want to act them out yourself/want it to happen to you or others, then you're fucked in the head and shouldn't consume any other kind of literature. vast majority of artists who draw gore DON'T want to see real-life gore. do you think the people who wrote hannibal want to secretly become cannibals? or cut off someone's leg and feed it to them?
being able to explore these kinds of things in a fictional setting and knowing it IS fictional and SHOULD NOT BE REALITY is important, it's a different story if these were characters based off of real life people, or seeing these fucked up acts and wanting them to become reality instead of being limited to fiction and staying there.
Help ya boy out please. Also I'd like it if the uke wasn't feminine or like, dainty and skinny? Idk how to explain it but long hair is fine, being pretty as fine, but I want the build to be masculine?? Like in Best Luck of my Life, Kabukichou Bad Trip, and Define the Relationship.... BUT I CANT SEEM TO FIND A BEEFY TOP WITH FACIAL HAIR (/TДT)/
There’s not a lot that’s plain Yaoi, but here you go:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/midnight_rain_ctk/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/liebling/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/meet_the_carters/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bearsong/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/beast_feast/
Also, check out the Bara for something more accentuated.
https://www.mangago.me/tag/Bara/
https://www.mangago.me/genre/Bara/?f=1&o=1&sortby=view&e=
AGHHH I FUCKING HATE HIS BROTHER?!?!?!?! mc never should have met this psycho fUck