hasn't aaron always been kinda coercive though . first time they had sex he couldnt even bother loosening yujin up before sticking his gigantic dick in even when yujin told him to slow down. i love this story don't get me wrong, but their whole dynamic hasn't exactly been healthy from the start. communication between them has never been strong, and they both have intentions that they don't let the other know. so i'm honestly surprised that people are surprised and upset? i've always seen the consent in this manhwa to have been mostly dubious this whole time. if y'all want wholesome though i highly recommend Nerd Project or Sign Language.
what i wish people would understand is being able to explore these kinds of things in fiction. but that's exactly what it is: FICTION. if you read these kinda stories and genuinely want to act them out yourself/want it to happen to you or others, then you're fucked in the head and shouldn't consume any other kind of literature. vast majority of artists who draw gore DON'T want to see real-life gore. do you think the people who wrote hannibal want to secretly become cannibals? or cut off someone's leg and feed it to them?
being able to explore these kinds of things in a fictional setting and knowing it IS fictional and SHOULD NOT BE REALITY is important, it's a different story if these were characters based off of real life people, or seeing these fucked up acts and wanting them to become reality instead of being limited to fiction and staying there.








now, i'm normally someone who reads fucked up things no problem (reverse thinking, duke's playmate, etc) but why'd this make my gut drop??? genuinely confused. can usually separate fiction and reality just fine but this just made me sick or maybe it's because my dumb ass was expecting a wholesome story with no fucked up plot twists, and i thought this was a story about finding someone who helps you overcome all your anxieties and insecurities and both of you growing as a person together, maybe a deeper look into the intricacies and difficulties that come in a relationship with an obvious gap in social standing???? thought the biggest problem here would be Hajoon having to choose between the family business or Danwoo, or some other kinda cliche shit. was even smiling and kicking my feet and then BAM mc gets assaulted by someone wearing a face identical to his lover's????????????????? and it wasnt just once???? it happened multiple times and he didn't even know until he felt like "hajoon" was being pushier than usual during sex?????? i thought something was weird but when the reveal came my cock went so limp i think it shriveled and fell off.
art and smut is so fucking amazing, and i really wanted to enjoy this, but i don't know what it is about the direction this is going that's making it hard for me to stomach.
why did i write all this? coz i needed to be able to express this feeling or i'm gonna feel it for days lmfao