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Words alone cannot express the expression I made after opening chapter 5...... (After bei...

Silvi October 30, 2026 10:52 pm

Words alone cannot express the expression I made after opening chapter 5......
(After being a reader for almost 10 years, i genuinely never could've thought there's a yaoi that can make me physically cringe this bad)

Responses
    Erinbun October 30, 2026 11:00 pm

    It’s body horror. The smut here isn’t even really smut, it’s supposed to disgust you, horrify you. The artist did a great job making the reader physically cringe at the sight of rape.

    It’s also going to get much much worse pretty soon.

    Silvi October 30, 2026 11:40 pm
    It’s body horror. The smut here isn’t even really smut, it’s supposed to disgust you, horrify you. The artist did a great job making the reader physically cringe at the sight of rape. It’s also going to... Erinbun

    Which is actually a good thing cause I think people' have become too desentisized to the notion of non-con with how frequently it keeps on appearing in media. Yet at the same time the art itself is very depressing which i believe says a lot about the plot now that I think about, I wish I had the stomach to digest the story but I don't.

    Oh well this title is going to join "a married man" and "dark fall", being the only two stories apart from this i genuinely couldn't continue due to how horrifying it became :))

    Erinbun October 30, 2026 11:50 pm
    Which is actually a good thing cause I think people' have become too desentisized to the notion of non-con with how frequently it keeps on appearing in media. Yet at the same time the art itself is very depress... Silvi

    Yep, it’s on par with Missing Love in terms of the horrendous things the MC goes through except the art never fools you into thinking anything that’s happening on the screen is even remotely goonable.

    The author of the novel actually specifically chose this artist. It’s good that you’re stopping now because, like I said, it’s about to get worse.

    Silvi October 30, 2026 11:56 pm
    Yep, it’s on par with Missing Love in terms of the horrendous things the MC goes through except the art never fools you into thinking anything that’s happening on the screen is even remotely goonable. The a... Erinbun

    Ah well, Missing Love was just terribly depressing, even remembering the story is making me upset beyond measure. Though I don't think anyone found that manhwa anything close to eh sexually stimulating cause come on, it was just so utterly tragic and horrifying (but if anyone did wtf). Anyways, now that my initial shock is gone maybe I'll stick around to see how this ends, but eh idk I feel like they'll end up together, if that's the case I'm gonna dropit here and forget it for good.

    Erinbun October 31, 2026 12:06 am
    Ah well, Missing Love was just terribly depressing, even remembering the story is making me upset beyond measure. Though I don't think anyone found that manhwa anything close to eh sexually stimulating cause co... Silvi

    I’m gonna spoil you right here — they end up together. Even worse, the novel sequel gets worse. It’s just torture porn.

    Silvi October 31, 2026 12:08 am
    I’m gonna spoil you right here — they end up together. Even worse, the novel sequel gets worse. It’s just torture porn. Erinbun

    Yea I just read the spoilers in NU, I'll save myself the misery. Thank you tho :)

    Kuroha Mukami October 31, 2026 1:13 am
    I’m gonna spoil you right here — they end up together. Even worse, the novel sequel gets worse. It’s just torture porn. Erinbun

    Wait, Does this have a sequel? God no! Author why!!

    Erinbun October 31, 2026 1:56 am
    Wait, Does this have a sequel? God no! Author why!! Kuroha Mukami

    Yea, it’s called Full Bloom

    Erinbun October 31, 2026 1:57 am
    Yea I just read the spoilers in NU, I'll save myself the misery. Thank you tho :) Silvi

    It’s wise to tap out now if what’s out now negatively affects you :) I hope you’ll find something good to read to counterbalance