Unfortunately, that's how being stuck in toxic relationship did to you... like irl, a lot of victim of toxic relationship would still defend their abusive partners, and believe that they're still a good person. I also have a friend like that, and even tho they broke up, they were still communicate & meet each other like everything that happened is just a past thing. I really feel so sad for OG sihyeon fr and he was such a bright and lovely person too before he got broken by that pos...

Forever gonna mourn the fact that OG sihyeon could've ended up with someone like the maknae or that golden retriever boy, but he ended up with some trash and it cost him his own life... Like... Oh my God, how i wish OG sihyeon knew that he's loved and cherished ╥﹏╥