I’m sorry but you literally have lived the proof that not everything in the guidebook is the same because you have changed the circumstances, you even met Ilya before “adulthood” so one can assume that he is not as erratic because he met you and you have actually become friends, and you think it will lead to the dark path? I mean he clearly don’t know but suddenly pushing him away would lead to it instead haah, idk
I’m sorry but you literally have lived the proof that not everything in the guidebook is the same because you have changed the circumstances, you even met Ilya before “adulthood” so one can assume that he is not as erratic because he met you and you have actually become friends, and you think it will lead to the dark path? I mean he clearly don’t know but suddenly pushing him away would lead to it instead haah, idk