After seeing the spoilers of Hejaee looking so composed and effortlessly good, I couldn't help but think of my ex. Bear with me. That man hurt me so profoundly, and yet the bastard seems to be living his best life while I'm out here suffering like Garam, being an absolute lonely mess. I want him to grovel, to suffer, to be as miserable as I am. And maybe he is, who knows? But he looks fine, and seeing him appear to be doing perfectly well just fills me with rage. I feel the exact same way about Hejaee right now. I'm projecting so fucking hard, it's embarrassing.
After seeing the spoilers of Hejaee looking so composed and effortlessly good, I couldn't help but think of my ex. Bear with me. That man hurt me so profoundly, and yet the bastard seems to be living his best life while I'm out here suffering like Garam, being an absolute lonely mess. I want him to grovel, to suffer, to be as miserable as I am. And maybe he is, who knows? But he looks fine, and seeing him appear to be doing perfectly well just fills me with rage.
I feel the exact same way about Hejaee right now. I'm projecting so fucking hard, it's embarrassing.