I think what terrifies me about relationships is how easily someone’s presence can make you forget the comfort of solitude. You become so accustomed to their warmth that the thought of losing it feels unbearable. You forget how to be alone, and when they let go, even a room full of people cannot save you from the loneliness. It’s frightening to realise how deeply someone’s absence can hurt
this chapter left a heavy weight in my chest then I read your comment and now I'm spiralling, having an existential crisis at 3am. thank you YaoiDevil, your words will stay with me for life
I think what terrifies me about relationships is how easily someone’s presence can make you forget the comfort of solitude. You become so accustomed to their warmth that the thought of losing it feels unbearable. You forget how to be alone, and when they let go, even a room full of people cannot save you from the loneliness. It’s frightening to realise how deeply someone’s absence can hurt