Omg Dohun…. The flowers are a reflection of Dohun’s perception of Yuwon, and we know that he self-comforts with delusion. They kept withering bc he doesn’t know how to care for them despite being good with every other plant. So he puts up a false image of blooming.
He imagines Yuwon happy with all that he is doing and accomplishing. Basically that phantom Yuwon is still with him. He’s the one Dohun is doing all this for, this idealized high school Yuwon.
He tells himself Yuwon hasn’t changed bc he needs him to be the same. He won’t properly ask him what he needs and talk bc he doesn’t want the answer to be different from what he remembers of him. Tells himself he’s protecting him by withholding the truth of past trauma instead of letting Yuwon process it and work through it together like they did when they were teens. Dohun is forcing Yuwon into this mold of past Yuwon.
You said you didn’t want to see that face again, but when you did; you left again. How dare you, Dohun? Why did you leave? Because your perception of what Yuwon’s happiness was became more important than what Yuwon’s was.
Or is it bc that’s what the Yuwon of the past had to endure, so he seemed more “unchanged” when you did it again?
But Yuwon is no longer a teenager with no power who has to wait for scraps. He doesn’t have to submit to what you give him, and he tried to connect with you! If it doesn’t work, Yuwon has the sense to get out.
Dohun is so attached to this idea of destiny he doesn’t know how to live without it; it’s become all-consuming and dysfunctional. You’ve chased the goal so far you’ve lost the plot. Mr Oh could wait another day to be killed…
…omg one last chapter bro. What’s going to happen????
Omg Dohun….
The flowers are a reflection of Dohun’s perception of Yuwon, and we know that he self-comforts with delusion. They kept withering bc he doesn’t know how to care for them despite being good with every other plant. So he puts up a false image of blooming.
He imagines Yuwon happy with all that he is doing and accomplishing. Basically that phantom Yuwon is still with him. He’s the one Dohun is doing all this for, this idealized high school Yuwon.
He tells himself Yuwon hasn’t changed bc he needs him to be the same. He won’t properly ask him what he needs and talk bc he doesn’t want the answer to be different from what he remembers of him.
Tells himself he’s protecting him by withholding the truth of past trauma instead of letting Yuwon process it and work through it together like they did when they were teens.
Dohun is forcing Yuwon into this mold of past Yuwon.
You said you didn’t want to see that face again, but when you did; you left again. How dare you, Dohun? Why did you leave?
Because your perception of what Yuwon’s happiness was became more important than what Yuwon’s was.
Or is it bc that’s what the Yuwon of the past had to endure, so he seemed more “unchanged” when you did it again?
But Yuwon is no longer a teenager with no power who has to wait for scraps.
He doesn’t have to submit to what you give him, and he tried to connect with you!
If it doesn’t work, Yuwon has the sense to get out.
Dohun is so attached to this idea of destiny he doesn’t know how to live without it; it’s become all-consuming and dysfunctional.
You’ve chased the goal so far you’ve lost the plot.
Mr Oh could wait another day to be killed…
…omg one last chapter bro. What’s going to happen????