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NOOOOOO
MR OH. I wanted to know. I wanted to know why you felt inferior to Yuwon. Please. Please tell meeeeee
Dohun why did you cut him offffff
Dohunnnn
Why are you taking all this on yourself?! I know you want to ensure Yuwon’s happiness, but how is that supposed to happen with no input from Yuwon. Gahhhh but I understand your reasoning and circumstances;;;;
Poor Dohun, you’re really getting worn down;;; Dohun became the real happiness vending machine for everyone…
I obviously know why, and it obviously makes sense; but I really wish Dohun would confide in Yuwon.
Yuwon needs to see what you’re doing for him!!
But he didn’t tell, to keep him ignorant of the truth and protect him, so the misunderstandings piled up, where Yuwon thinks Dohun is disinterested and doesn’t care anymore and where Dohun gets blindsided bc Yuwon can’t wait like he did when he was a teen.
And it all comes out on both ends in one go. No wonder it was so dramatic…
Maybe… Dohun doesn’t really care about himself at all, and so the validation of all that he’s done and being praised isn’t something he wanted really? As long as it got done for the sake of their happy future and destiny.
He must have realized when Yuwon left that bc he didn’t confirm, Yuwon never got to believe in a future together. Yuwon was examining the now, i.e if we don’t get along now how are we ever supposed to later?
Bro he’s gonna drug his own dad…
Tbf, once you threaten Yuwon all bets are off…
Manager Jin…You can see he means well…But too little too late.
To survive in that house Dohun had to abandon his morals.
To try and sway him with that now; even though you didn’t want to take responsibility for him as a child. He might have turned out differently if you’d actually acted like a father.
But your words still nag at him bc he respects you…
Hmmm…kinda out there, but maybe Dohun wanting to be inside and melded into Yuwon stems from his mommy issues? Like being in the womb again…Dohun also wants to disappear?
Also very interesting how the spit after being choked out makes it seem like Yuwon is smiling…
:(((((((( what I thought was his heartbeat was Dohun thumping his head against the wall like his mom and Yuwon;;;;
The grainy filter also got removed, a sudden clarity.
Spoiler??
I heard that Choi Jiyoung was actually their classmate in high school, so that’s why Dohun tried to shut her up so she couldn’t spill the beans that Yuwon was actually the one being bullied…I guess we’ll see next chap.
Bro…no way this ends well. I feel like Dohun is gonna crash and burn and take Yuwon with him. TWO CHAPTERS LEFT!?!?!?! AHHHHHHH
Omg Dohun….
The flowers are a reflection of Dohun’s perception of Yuwon, and we know that he self-comforts with delusion. They kept withering bc he doesn’t know how to care for them despite being good with every other plant. So he puts up a false image of blooming.
He imagines Yuwon happy with all that he is doing and accomplishing. Basically that phantom Yuwon is still with him. He’s the one Dohun is doing all this for, this idealized high school Yuwon.
He tells himself Yuwon hasn’t changed bc he needs him to be the same. He won’t properly ask him what he needs and talk bc he doesn’t want the answer to be different from what he remembers of him.
Tells himself he’s protecting him by withholding the truth of past trauma instead of letting Yuwon process it and work through it together like they did when they were teens.
Dohun is forcing Yuwon into this mold of past Yuwon.
You said you didn’t want to see that face again, but when you did; you left again. How dare you, Dohun? Why did you leave?
Because your perception of what Yuwon’s happiness was became more important than what Yuwon’s was.
Or is it bc that’s what the Yuwon of the past had to endure, so he seemed more “unchanged” when you did it again?
But Yuwon is no longer a teenager with no power who has to wait for scraps.
He doesn’t have to submit to what you give him, and he tried to connect with you!
If it doesn’t work, Yuwon has the sense to get out.
Dohun is so attached to this idea of destiny he doesn’t know how to live without it; it’s become all-consuming and dysfunctional.
You’ve chased the goal so far you’ve lost the plot.
Mr Oh could wait another day to be killed…
…omg one last chapter bro. What’s going to happen????