Where did you read the novel? Is it in english
same - where did you read the nove (if it was in English)?
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I read the translation of the webtoon and she wasn't trying to kill herself but trying to hurt herself so she feels pain again and get better or something like that
I read she tried to jump from her balcony or something (it's hard to remember now..) but mr knight in shining armor saves her and that's when she stops acting like a emotionless doll. That's jus what I read..
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It doesn't end that great, like them getting her before he does anything. They save her after.. he tortures her. I read the novel spoilers and he tortures her until she wishes for death and once home she tried to commit suicide.