(● ̄(エ) ̄●) Same here but the reason I could not join was my epilepsy I did not know this and trained in triathlons and took diving lessons shooting lessons and I had someone drop me off in isolated area like mountain or desert and hike to a location and walked every where in San Diego CA I trained as a kid for it marshal arts and joined all the boys sports teams I trained myself to do tracking and stalking since I was 6 years old then I spent all my life preparing for it and I signed up when I turned 18 years old and was told I couldn't and I felt my life was wasted Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)
I had always wanted to join the military in my youth. I so wanted to join the Air Force to become a pilot. I had 20/10 vision, great reflexes and everything, but a car accident fucked my spine up at age 19 before I could do anything...