Welp, usually its kinda hard to find a porno film of a specific person just because there is so much shit out there anyway, I think the reason why he is mad is because McQueen came to light because of his movie and therefore also made his recent porno films (including ed's) come in the lime light sabotaging his job? That is the only reason I can think of. But usually (I think, I am just saying stuff at this point) like maybe lets say one of my teachers did a porno film like a month ago anonymously under another name, what are the chances that her boss is going to see it and fire her right? It seems like it would be low, like very very low, so it isn't weird that Ed thought no one would find out, or idkkkkkkk, also I think Ed knows it is ultimately his fault for what he did, he is just lashing out, he just lost everything again, sometimes when ppl are hurt they lash out to the ppl closest to them right? And it is a big deal because he just lost his friends and his job and now he may be forced back into the industry that caused this to happen, so it kind of is like a butt-hurt situation?
Riiight, that I didn't even understand either, even though that film he did with Ryan is creepy af, I think it all just came back to him in that moment, I mean, I think he wanted a reason or wanted to blame someone for all the chaos that was happening around him and what Ryan said about McQueen (about him taking advantage of vulnerable ppl and doing porn) just came back to him in that moment and he latched onto the idea that it was somehow McQueen's fault because he did kind of benefit from Ed's vulnerability, but not to the point where Ed can blame McQueen cause he knew it was a monetary transaction and he would get something out of it as well. I think he wanted to hurt McQueen like he was hurting and said the shit that could hurt him the most, or something like that, idk, lol

Why is it such a big deal? Did Ed think the porn was going to not get that much attention?? I feel like I missed something because why is a person who signed up for porn acting like a victim when its brought to the world. I'm honestly confused so if you're going to come with attitude, don't reply. ( ̄∇ ̄")