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A rant focusing on Joowon!

Scarlett July 15, 2020 4:36 pm

Joowon is the only reason why I am still holding on and reading this manhua. Yes, he is toxic, manipulative, and obsessive. Call him crazy if you may. His past actions shows how it greatly impacts his current self. While it explains why he's like that, it doesn't justify his actions.

My admiration to his character... that I cannot explain. People can tell me "yeah because he is toxic" and "there's nothing to love about him", if I cannot explain why Joowon is my bet. I already know that. It's hard to explain something, my admiration or hatred to someome- in words and when it seems like everyone is AGAINST IT, being a Joowon stan is a struggle. Y'all be thinking, "Is this sis olay for stanning a toxic dude?". Trust me honey, I am okay.

Knowing his ROUGH childhood days made me entirely more fond of his character. Why? Because that's a beauty of very "messed up and fucked up" characters (that some people label him). Beauty? Yes. A chance to either do a 360 turn-over of his entire life. Maybe he'll get his shit together for the better? Maybe he'll act up even more? Who knows? At the end of the day, my hopes goes with Joowon letting go and positively moving forward away from Haesoo. He needs that.

The beauty of reading a manga isn't just hoping for someone to end up with someone, or for some toxic dude to stay the fuck away from someone.. It's not just someone getting together and TADA, moving on. For this manga, I hope thaf the beauty of Joowon's character focuses on his growth from having bad characteristics.

We ain't just saying "better.. healthy... JW" and forget his toxicity. No. There are many people who acknowledges this and are still hoping for a chance. We don't just disregard his behaviours. He did them and he must facr consequences. Now, we hope for a moving on period.

I cannot really explain why he is my favorite. One thing for sure, I wanted him and HS as an endgame, but as I said, tides are shifting. If I want a BETTER and HEALTHIER JOOWON, he then home boy gotta love himself and know his shit, then swerve lanes AWAY from HS.

And this is all coming from a person how's all for Joowon. I used to BEG for JW and HS to be an endgame, but... if you ask me... Joowon's character development or JW and HS as endgame. I'll surely choose the first one.

What y'all think? All opinions and shits are welcome here, as long as y'all are not RUDE.

Responses
    Tortugas July 15, 2020 5:12 pm

    I’ve only read up to 59 about a month ago, but for me the most exciting, memorable aspects/interactions involve Jowoon. I love the external voice contrasted with the internal thoughts, and actually the sarcastic bitter sniping between T and J are some of my favorite parts. As for Jowoon’s character, I love a beautiful troubled complicated bad boy with all my being. And unapologetically so!

    Hanabi July 15, 2020 9:43 pm

    Agree, Joowon’s overflowing emotions is what I think makes him a good character. His mistakes makes him so realistic. He’s such a colorful person. He’s the type to live in the moment on the outside but is actually thinking a lot more than one would assume.

    kirs10 July 15, 2020 10:09 pm
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    ugh you’re so right about that. i need more stories about how people who are constantly in the public eye deal with their sexuality. literally the only other story to do this really well is Dark Heaven. Joowon needs a better arc :/

    Bigfatpieceofshit July 15, 2020 10:44 pm

    UHm- yeah no my lazy ass aint gonna read dat sjsjkahifcjf

    SIMPING4ALEXSDICK July 16, 2020 1:12 am

    I’ve been tryna find words to explain how i feel abt Joowon and this is, ig. It’s hard to stan him and harder to tell it to ppl. All they say is “he’s toxic”, like can’t yall even see the beauty of life?

    I just want him to be happy so bad.

    SIMPING4ALEXSDICK July 16, 2020 1:13 am
    UHm- yeah no my lazy ass aint gonna read dat sjsjkahifcjf Bigfatpieceofshit

    Yeah now better stop spreading them negativities. It ain’t needed.

    ali July 16, 2020 4:54 am

    how does this have so many dislikes? it's so nicely written and well put imo.

    Scarlett July 16, 2020 6:46 am
    I’ve only read up to 59 about a month ago, but for me the most exciting, memorable aspects/interactions involve Jowoon. I love the external voice contrasted with the internal thoughts, and actually the sarcas... Tortugas

    Well said! For me, Joowon left an impression. His growth (and hopefully more growth for the better) is worth to read. I also like the contrast of his words, actions, and mind. Home boy is troubled emotionally, yet manages to work decently (there are times LOL)

    Scarlett July 16, 2020 6:48 am
    Agree, Joowon’s overflowing emotions is what I think makes him a good character. His mistakes makes him so realistic. He’s such a colorful person. He’s the type to live in the moment on the outside but is... Hanabi

    "He's such a colorful person." YES! His character makes me want to shave my head bald because of love and frustration!!! I love him so much and he deserves nothing but happiness!!!

    Bigfatpieceofshit July 16, 2020 3:16 pm
    Yeah now better stop spreading them negativities. It ain’t needed. SIMPING4ALEXSDICK

    sorry if that came off as mean i didnt mean to ;-;

    ROOSHI July 16, 2020 4:43 pm

    Yes, a comment that I've been looking for. Thank you for taking time writing this. Trully appreciated. And yeah, I feel the same for Joowon. (▰˘◡˘▰)

    Scarlett July 23, 2020 7:20 am
    Yes, a comment that I've been looking for. Thank you for taking time writing this. Trully appreciated. And yeah, I feel the same for Joowon. (▰˘◡˘▰) ROOSHI

    all my love for our boy joowon, hopefully we'll get to see him more in the coming chaptere!!!

    ROOSHI July 23, 2020 1:49 pm

    Yesss >_<