I couldn't agree more. I saw a few people commenting on how in love with each other they are. I was like "what? are we seriously reading the same story here?". NK is NOT in love with SH. The only thing he feels for the man is attraction, desire and fear. That's it. And seriously, can you blame him?
SH is the one who has feelings for NK yet he has a hard time figuring out what those feelings are because he has never experienced them before and perhaps never witnessed them either.
It's going to take a LONG time and A LOT of work and communication before these two can resemble anything close to a loving couple.
At first I was like, okay yeah I hope they're gonna end up they would be so cute. But now I just want nakyum to have no association with Seungho coz he's clearly not happy and go far away from him.(he has nowhere to go unfortunately)
I just read this story because I've become so attached to nakyum and he's the reason I didn't drop this yet.

The biggest problem I have is that people are almost blaming nk or saying that he should just confess to seungho so you probably missed the whole point Of this chapter. Nk is crying while being raped while seungho but because seungho is the sex maniac he is and considering the relationship he has with nk, he just does whatever he wants because that’s his way of showing affection, even when his partner obviously doesn’t want it.
For everyone saying that nk should just confess, confess what? We all read the same thing. Nk has completely shut himself out and away from the idea of any emotional attachment especially with Seungho after what happened with his teacher. I either want nk to get out of this relationship or seungho to seriously find a better way to communicate with nk because that assassin is probably waiting for the right moment to kill him!