I kind of understand how does it feel, I still sometimes go blank when I think about those experiences(it wasn't love ig, more like taking out sexual frustrations in my case), I hope you are alright, and I really really hope you are happy now. Please take care of your mental health and stay good
Love you! (=・ω・=)
was about to comment SAME or smth but until i read the bottom half, sir are you ok?

Don't get me wrong. I really love this manga but it makes me super uncomfortable. When my mother was pregnant with me, my father left her because he didn't want to have children. My mum was ready so she accepted it and had me. When I was younger, she acted this way, she wanted to do everything together. She bought matching things and I had zero privacy in my room, bathroom, etc. She used to read my silly diaries when I was about 9 years old and urge into my stuff for who knows what. You can have a good relationship with your parents but you cannot act as if they are your friends. When I started growing she even got angry when I hanged out with other people because "I was leaving her alone with the life she ruined because she had me" (I didn't ask to be born lol). She became possessive and violent. I'm 24 years old now and when I left my home I became finally free. Until today, she makes me feel uncomfortable. I always feel she was in love with me but in almost a romantic way.
If you are going through something similar please, open your eyes, is not healthy. Go to therapy because it will affect your life and relationships as it did to me.