So I was took a break to focus on my studies and I came back to my reading list gone:( I’m looking for a bl about a main character who gets to go back in time to change how his first life went. His first life he was mistreated by the male interest because he blamed the main character for the death of his first husband. So he makes him have children but the main lead takes all his children away from him. And in the end of S1 the main character dies. In present time the main character is trying his best not to interact with the main interest life. If anyone knows please lmk I just want to know if it’s completed. I just want the main character to be happy.
Im going crazy. It suddenly just popped up in my head and now I need to find it. It's been a while so I dont remember much.
It starts off with the main character and I think his friend or sister liking the same guy from a bar. And one day the guy sits down with them. And in the end the main character gets drunk and the guy chooses him and they do the nasty. The scene was amazing. I just need to find it again. I'm sorry I cant remember a lot. Also it was a short story I remember wishing it to be longer.
Maybe this one :
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sweet_trap/

Its a BL manhwa where the MC dies in the beginning but he is brought back the only thing is he turns into water when he get anxious? I think. Mc and ML have some relationship issues from high school and MC is trying to get in terms with ML. The ML plays volleyball. Please and thank you!
The manhwa ur talking about is called “Foul’s Start”!
I forgot the name but I'm pretty sure the author is brothers without tomorrow
Thank you!