So I been reading the novel for the longest time, back when there were only fan translations and you had to beggg someone to send you the links. But it looks so different from what I had imagined but man the good friend summoning scene was like 20 times better than I imagined and how CUTE Braun was!!! In the novel he was adorable (until a LOT OF SHIT HAPPEN), but he hes likes more to a sickening point and I can’t wait how the manhwa takes this to the next extreme!!! One more thing everyone, keep the authors health in mind as she is in hiatus indefinitely I believe!!!!!! Author-bum please recover soon
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Okay so I tried to give this a second chance. I really did… After reading Chapter 6, I told myself it, it can’t get worse then this! Then I got my hopes up in Chapter 9 when the Doc made a distinction between sexual intercourse. However, EVERY time MJ forces himself on the Doc and the Doc is CLEARLY saying no, how can this not be seen as anything but rape or sexual assault… The sex scene that spanned from 19 to 24 was painful to see, the doc at EVERY turn was gaslighting himself to like what MJ was putting him through, even tho he has expressed that the penetration was HURTING HIM, MJ didn’t even care much at all and magically MJ found the spot and then it became consensual. I’m not a doctor and I would never claim myself to be but this is a horrible depiction of a patient and doctor relationship. I hate everything about this and the fact that people are claiming this to be any different from the mind numbing smut on this website truly eye opening and shows that one little half ass scene about how the bottom is making “boundaries” with the top and how this is world changing… I hate this and I would give it a 0 stars if that was an option. Remove this from Mangago.
Oh god thank for for your comment, i was on the fence if i should start reading this ... the comments all pointed out how the rape was depicted more seriously than majority of Bls... but since in the end the character making boundaries is just the author making some lipservice ... i will pass this comics, i'm in not in a mood to be stressed out so
I think you missed every plot that is there babes and just focused entirely on sex and boundaries. You forget that mj is a serial killer that has childhood trauma and shit. Not defending him or anything but if you expect a literal traumatized killer to have boundaries then you haven't been out in the real world. It's not that the story is bad it's just not for you to get. Of course u see this as the worst representation of doctor x patient since ur expecting something less graphic but the ML is literally a serial killer. Through our protag he will actually learn how to properly love somebody else and with the recent chapters I think it's been improving. Kinda cliché but it's whatevs. Anyways it's not for you to get, just move on. Calling this as "garbage" is just wrong if we're talking Abt plot wise.
A professional very famous, intelligent and good renowned psychiatrist stays with the patient who repeatedly rapes him.
That already is a plot weakness because it's not very realistic at all. Pretty sure in the real life things doesn't work that way ... Which psychiatrist , in the real world, keeps a patient who keeps raping them...?
It's okay if you like it, it is just a story ... but it doesn't sound very realistic ...
"Not defending him or anything but if you expect a literal traumatized killer to have boundaries then you haven't been out in the real world. "
But yet you want to apply real life logic ... but just some parts, the he is a traumatized killer of course he doesn't know boundaries ... not for the psychiatrist though ... psychiatrist can't act as irl psychiatrist here ...
He literally diagnosed himself and knows that he himself is not in the right mind so your logic that he's not acting like an IRL psychiatrist is not valid. Real life logic doesn't apply to him since he himself acknowledged that there's sumn wrong w him unlike any other psychiatrist out there. if our protag actually acted like a psychiatrist IRL he wouldn't put himself in that situation . But I digress, I'ma ignore this topic now cuz we probs will end up with different perspective here so anyways have a good one.
" if our protag actually acted like a psychiatrist IRL he wouldn't put himself in that situation "
Yes, so this doctor patient thing going on here is not a good depiction like op has pointed out ...
" Of course u see this as the worst representation of doctor x patient since ur expecting something less graphic but the ML is literally a serial killer. "
Thanks for all the comments I didn’t think my post would get this much attraction! But to claim that I’m to young for this story is insane, I would argue that this, instead, show maturity. That I’m able to read a story, understand that what I’m reading is bullshit, write a review to warn other like-minded individuals , and move on with my day. On the other hand I would say that you are too young to read this since you were applying real world logic to a story that I would say goes against that logic at VERY turn. But to each their own…




Everyone keeps talking about a rush ending but to me, from the beginning, things were rushed or pushed aside to get into the action or didnt make sense overall. Like I am so confused on what’s going on + the authors messsge about the ending. How she states that in not revealing the mc name, it was meant that anyone can be the mc but then state the method that brought the mc into the world cant not be replicated… so no then, not anyone could have become the mc, especially she she also makes a note of history repeating itself and therr themes of loops. Also some of the story wouldn’t make sense if it had been anyone but the mc??? Like the intricate world knowledge the mc has from being the team leader on a project that HIS TEAM CREATED (and apparently became reality since the author made something abt dreams fading, I low-key just skipped that, but still) was like ESSENTIAL to the plot moving forward. Like I struggle in imagining how the story would have went without a character like the mc. Another thing that I have been confused about, the fucking wish progress? I was already confused by the mc having to do quest in order to complete the wish full meant as it just took at face value and didnt reallt question since the game he created has gone down the drain but then for it to be found out towards the author notes that not even the wish bearer KNEW WHAT HIS WISH WAS??? So um what even was the progress being made, why did the chains (appeared to our mc and was like gonna give him something, idk) said that the mc was “not worthy” since he could not state the wish bearer wish when itself did not know? The more I think about it, the more it falls apart. I am going to give jt the benefit of the doubt since it had a budget reduction toward the second season. I am sure that the way this ended is not how the author would have intended it but unfortunately this is what we got and this is what we gotta be content with. However that being said, these issues have been prevalent since the beginning chapters before this budget became a problem so who is to say that this is exactly how it would have ended. Well, in total, I didnt hate my experience and I was able to read and watch all the pretty drawings! I am looking forward to what the author does next.