Don't let Cha-young fool you cuz he was doting on Gyuha for years before this Amnesia.
( ̄▽ ̄) Yeah, Gyuha was prideful and had him wrapped in his fingers but his actions were actually valid. He didn't want to surrender to the biological process of being an omega cuz to him being one sucks. He'd rather live as a beta. Gyuha hates Cha-young's guts as a high and mighty alpha at the beginning. He only wanted to be fubus with Gyuha, which he now admitted in one of the recent chapters. But, cuz his Alpha genes recognized Gyuha as an Omega, that threw him off the loop and his desire for him became stronger. It was often seen in his POV before the truth reveal that he didn't understand why he's so obsessed with him.
He didn't want kids, he didn't want the long term commitment. So Gyuha disappeared. Chayoung went crazy, and went to patch things up with him. Gyuha's runaway scene opened his mind to things he didn't recognize and he became more open about it. His obsession turn into fondness and understanding overtime. He definitely worked hard on that so he can be with Gyuha.
Gyuha on the other hand hasn't let go of his insecurities as an omega, it strengthened over the years. Big factor was his surgically removed bonding glans. He put boundaries between them to feel secure. That's why Chayoung made up bonding time rules to break down his walls.
He seems like a good guy after doing all that for his omega and their family, but he's always been a typical jerk Alpha, the element of mystery and surprise got to him at the beginning but now that his memory reset to before he started obesseing with Gyuha and he learned immediately that he was an omega, his urge to pursue him disappeared too. It's Gyuha's time to chase him now, but he clearly didn't know how, not because he's always used to being chased, his insecurities are getting the best of him, and he's currently living in one of his biggest fear.
Cha-young's still a patient though, so, Gyuha, fighting!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I want him to runaway again haha. But the author is clearly painting that their positions have reversed. Gyuha's initiating first, which he normally don't do except for the times he felt like it.
Still, he better not chase him too much cuz that jerkface thought of letting their relationship fade and divorce him. What about the kids????????
I kinda get where the ending was supposed to be going but the momentum was so sudden it fell flat. Something felt missing after the rollercoaster of emotions they went through together. Their issues weren't truly resolved but it somehow fits them both because they're clumsy. The delivery was weak though.
I sorta expected this will end in September when the angst peaked with baldie and the oldie planning shit but the plot went cliff diving suddenly and we're here at the bottom in June.








The ghosties where actually centipedes! I thought they took that form cuz of Mugo's power but wow!
Also Damn those filthy Mongrels! Makes me angry cuz people like them exist IRL! Lee Muhan didn't deserve any of that! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Lee Muhan leaving leaves an ache in my heart ╥∆╥ the things he went through took him 200 years to recover with only tiny fragment of himself left. (TДT) the trauma was so severe he had to split his sanity to cling to life.
The Author wrote the multiple personality well.