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Blacknitrate June 2, 2026 2:30 pm

I don’t want to know the ending, at least if I see a spoiler tag I’ll move to reading the next comment and not get spoilers for the end, I love reading what everyone is currently thinking, please I beg novel readers don’t spoil it for us. Thank you

Blacknitrate January 1, 2026 9:00 pm

So I reread the chapters, I’m not sure if ML died in that car accident that day they were supposed to meet up (ch 5) there were 2 cars mentioned on the radio when MC was in bed, one SUV, driver in their 30s was pronounced dead, the other car driver in the sedan was seriously injured and transferred to a hospital. Hopefully mL was in the sedan, if you read the first chapter and know how to differentiate cars, you may be able to tell whether he died or survived and probably got implanted with a neural chip at neokinema. So who is the ghost? Wonder if ML’s consciousness implanted in a prosthetic body.. the accident happened at 5:30 they were supposed to meet up at 6…

Also in ch 5, where did that contaminated consciousness escape to from the brown haired prosthetic body? Two bodies were wheeled parallel to each other in different directions, and one was covered, that was a bit weird when it was mentioned that it escaped, this was a dream the white haired creepy guy had of the past? …I wonder if the body was disposed in the past or on the day of the accident… the next thing they show is creepy guy waking up and saying- please come back. Then MC waiting for ML at 6:15…

Ch 6, MC was masturbating in bed, with classical music playing and suddenly it changes to another song when he says hyung … that was creepy.

A ghost or whatever is mentioned in ch 7, a mysterious brown haired guy, I think it was the same brown haired guy in ch 5 dream who probably had some history with that creepy looking guy.

So I’m guessing that ML survived and got an implant and I hope he didn’t die. Or he died and part of his consciousness is implanted into an artificial body and his ghost is around MC…

Ugh the story is so interesting, I’m so invested xD, the author is so good at storytelling…
I might have to stop myself from reading more till this is over.
Anyway this is all speculation on my part.

    January 2, 2026 1:28 am

    Bro love ur deep dive but fr the speaker changing radio was hella creepy

    anygirlcanholdme January 2, 2026 9:22 pm

    Hi so im not really into cars i don think i hv much knowledge but in the 1st chap when the druggie is running from the uke the seme opens his car door n after that the chap shows its a car....n sedan is a car typa vehicle while suv is a jeep typa ryt??...i just googled the interiors of sedan n suv n its hard to catch by the steering wheel but the exterior gives away ig....someone help

    Blacknitrate January 3, 2026 6:36 am

    I googled that car image and it said it was a sedan, but let’s see what happens. We can only guess atm.

    anygirlcanholdme January 3, 2026 7:32 am

    Yupyup

    bbgcup January 10, 2026 10:33 pm
    Hi so im not really into cars i don think i hv much knowledge but in the 1st chap when the druggie is running from the uke the seme opens his car door n after that the chap shows its a car....n sedan is a car t... anygirlcanholdme

    Sedans are small, suvs are big

    jojo January 12, 2026 1:29 pm

    I reread the manga and you might right, i think that they made a clone of him and transfered his consciousness to the other body

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Blacknitrate May 10, 2026 11:54 am

Help me find a good unrequited story, I want to feel the pain for some reason. Any genre will do, preferably not ending in tragedy.

Blacknitrate April 28, 2026 1:10 pm

What happened to new toki?

    Lifeasa_simp April 28, 2026 1:15 pm

    Shut itself down to avoid new law, altho I've seen posts saying that it was actually being supported by human trafficking and illegal gambling and they were being actively investigated not sure how true that is however

    Blacknitrate April 28, 2026 1:20 pm

    Human trafficking! Ugh hope that isn’t true.

    Lalallalalalallansibs April 28, 2026 1:24 pm
    Shut itself down to avoid new law, altho I've seen posts saying that it was actually being supported by human trafficking and illegal gambling and they were being actively investigated not sure how true that is... Lifeasa_simp

    Really??!! Omg turns out im helping human traffickers get moneys

    Maya April 28, 2026 1:28 pm

    Any alternative for new toki?

    san April 28, 2026 1:49 pm

    I REALLY OPEN THAT WEBSITE EVERY DAY, AND TODAY IT'S THE SAME TOO, BUT..

    Lifeasa_simp April 28, 2026 7:20 pm
    Any alternative for new toki? Maya

    Unfortunately i will be gatekeeping, the streets are dangerous

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