The thing is I can relate to this type of situation, sometimes you keep quiet waiting for the right opportunity to clear the air and the longer you wait, it will backfire badly.
Real life lessons learned by this are don’t be afraid of confrontation and consequences whether you are right or wrong. There is always a probability that you will be caught, communicate even if it may be the wrong time, it’s the best to just explain yourself. Even if you wait for the right time, sometimes it never comes. I need to learn this first >.< this kind of drama hits me hard.
Dan should have been the first one to tell him, JJ should have confronted Dan when he got the call, but I think he was waiting for Dan to tell him first.
Confronting a person about something they have done is equally important, you ask for clarification or give them time to explain, but don’t wait too long to let it fester and blow up into this kind of situation.
They both ended up not talking about the problem here. Understandable with all the pent up emotions running high. I hope Dan speaks up and they both get to the bottom of this, but I don’t think this will happen, let’s see what the author does.
Preach honey, preach. You nailed it perfectly! I love your comment.
Aww thanks (づ￣ ³￣)づ
I just read the comments up to 4 pages and it’s only dick size, sexy scarred bodyguard, beautiful art, toxic hot sème… yes, I agrée with all those XD… anyway I was just wondering if anyone noticed the plot in the background with all the appealing distractions and did anyone re read all 13 chapters in one go, I did that after he said I missed you to see what I missed… I’m obsessed with this story now.. I’m sad I know lol..
This is not a spoiler but just my assumption of the backstory…this goes back and forth so bear with me.
Mi uem has met sème in the past but doesn’t remember him, probably when they were younger. When he met sème the first time in the bathroom there’s a flash back mi uem has talking about his curiosity with a younger, skinny looking friend with dark hair and a bandaged wound on his arm… then the fact that sème said he missed him, makes me think that skinny boy is sème all grown up and physically changed now, or not…but there is no scar on sème’s arm… unless the wound healed without leaving one.
There’s another flashback Mi eum had while watching the guy with the knife have a go at sème and we see an older man holding a bottle attacking a boy (probably seme, old man might be someone related or not) in the superimposed images…the shot closes in on the scar on his neck, so I’m not sure what happened there but he definitely got the scar from that incident and probably the limp as well…smexy bodyguard swooped in and saved the day, ahem xD….there’s a comment seme makes after it’s over about how he cries when things get hard and runs when scared, makes me think it’s happened before, might have got the limp in an accident after he ran?
Sème seems to know his scar at the back of his neck, from the way he scratched and caressed it during their blowjob… and bites his neck before they have sex after mi eum says no to bathe him… so I’m guessing he’s definitely the boy in the flashback.
Seme seems protective but at the same time acts as a brute towards Mi eum, he definitely wants him, his conflicting actions makes me wonder what happened between them… apart from the toxicity, and sexy distractions the story’s mystery is well done so far, sorry for the long rant, why did I start reading this so early?!… huhuhu xD
Oh yes I’d like to add about my curiosity of the older brother and his beef with him, someone did comment a few comments below, and says it perfectly…they seem to know each others moves but clearly seme has the upper hand…
i really like how you looked into the plot and i agree! very few ppl talkin ab the plot.. im very interested in the backstory (๑•ㅂ•)و
Aww thanks.. there is no like button on replies so here is my like xD
Tbh, apart from the gorgeous art I wasn’t too impressed at first with the plot and seme’s behavior until he said I missed you… and I do like psychological elements of a story like why does he not want to bathe alone and his phobia of dripping water, there’s some traumatic incident attached there for sure..
Let’s see how the author unravels this..
i went ahead and re read, you are correct! The plot thickens!
I saw the raws for the next chapter, don’t know what they are saying but it’s seem to be getting ugly… ugh..
Mr. Kwon just tell him u love him already or just (╬￣皿￣)凸
I Google translated the next chapter, and tbh it isn't really Mr. Kwon's fault. We've definitely entered the groveling/chasing phase of the story. Basically the MC wants to cut things off, and the ML is being an obtuse dumbass. Honestly, they do need to work things out tho
Man this cover looked so beautiful, I thought it was some mushy romance, I should have read the comments and started only when it was finished.
You guys should read up BPD, borderline personality disorder.. that’s what sème is suffering from, correct me if I’m wrong but he has most of its symptoms, his dream of the child with blond hair is made up, he knows it and through the dream and imaginary boy, he is trying to constantly cope with his childhood trauma of being abandoned…this is DRC/dream reality confusion or disassociation….I wish there were trigger warnings for people in general… I don’t know if the author will address what is going on just now, hopefully we are able to understand the story from their pov in the future…
This is such a good psychologically complex story so far, the first season was written exceptionally well, I don’t think anyone should hate people for being mentally ill. People suffering from BPD need support and treatment. Thankfully BPD is treatable so maybe this story will have a happy ending, hopefully…
The uke is also coping with different issues stemming from childhood, his parents, poverty, low self esteem with acting and seme’s bizarre behavior. I think they both are on a journey of healing each other, more for uke at this point, but the thing is uke is quite perceptive and has yet to find out about seme’s situation, the sème desperately needs psychiatric help, as you see signs of suicidal tendencies.
I hope this story ends well, if they are together or go their separate ways, that they both overcome their problems where they are both stable and healthy.
I think Alpha seems to be having a mental breakdown of disgust and regret after finding out what happened, he’s a total emotional mess. He’s trying to contact beta, no answer from Beta so he feels relieved in a way that there is no confrontation yet. There was a phone call for Alpha from his manager I think, but I’m not sure who it was. Beta seems unfazed, I can’t understand his pov, but I got a bit of translation saying he’s still in love and also hates the Alpha? Then it cuts to Omega in the past. I don’t understand the dialogues so this is not all accurate, please help, machine translation doesn’t give a proper explanation.
I’m looking forward to the next chapter as the backstory of omega’s encounter with Beta is in progress. The story has become quite complex, I will stop writing spoilers until the story takes a turn for the better.
I’m a bit mad that we did not get to see the follow up of the previous chapter, where the alpha follows the beta, it might be revealed later though.
I could be wrong but I tried google translate and it seems like uke in the end is not that mad at the beta and asked to carry him after running off. They didn’t have much of a conversation either except for beta telling uke to have a more hateful reaction towards him.. it didn’t translate to much -.-
Beta is in a destructive relationship… having a very toxic and unhealthy control over alpha and uke, who also seems to be in love with him. All theories, feel free to correct me.
I love that we literally did the same thing with translations lol. I got the same feeling from what I got from google too and phew.
I’m so thirsty to see the alpha’s reactions when he comes to. But I can say with 100% certainty that I’m TeamOmega.. I want him to be happy so badly and get out of this messed up game..
Yeah me too, alpha’s reaction, I wonder if he’s going to remember what happened? Unless he came to his senses, let’s wait and see.. it’s weird if you don’t remember ur partner/s during sex
Btw did uke actually take the tablet? looked like a morning after pill. I just saw him run away after throwing the water bottle.
Oh gosh if he doesn’t remember..
I believe they did. I don’t see the omega wanting to get pregnant for revenge or anything. But if the author does some switch-a-roo with his personality then welp..
Someone in the comments above said the beta would end up with the alpha. I wonder why they thought that way, unless there is a novel of this story, so I checked to see if there is a novel. I didn’t find anything but came across another spoiler chat instead, I haven’t joined this place yet, you might find the chat interesting:
https://mangagochat.com/threads/pheromone-phobia-rant-spoilers.32/
I’m glad I read that for more context. I’m glad I no longer read it in English because oof
For me that alpha and omega should just stay together and fuck till they die since they behave like animals.
totes agree
I was disappointed with what YW had to say to the beta when he finally regained his sanity tbh.
At first I was siding with the beta, HOWEVER after the recent chapters (like around 70), anyone who still agrees with the beta- I believe is fcked up in the head. I said what I said and I don’t regret it.
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Because if you agree with the beta after the recent chapters, you have double standards and don’t consider that tops can get r@ped.
In the recent chapters, the beta tested him again and did the WORST possible thing. He purposely delivered an omega in heat and threw the omega at him. The alpha obviously didn’t want to do it but unfortunately, his body instincts overpowered him. But it basically was not what he wanted and wasn’t even in the right mind. It’s like if the beta were to throw an alpha in rut at an omega, all y’all would consider it messed up and call it r@pe. But because he’s a top, y’all not saying anything. It shows the people who hold double standards when it comes to BL.
Y’all forget that the beta has the ability to just walk out, move on and not do anything with the alpha. However his toxic mindset makes him want to both do stuff with the alpha and test him (also basically abusing him at times because he left so many bruises by hitting him).
The alpha deserves an apology from the omega first for basically forcing him into going into rut by throwing an omega in heat at him. Y’all need to recognize the omegaverse heat/ruts are like being drugged/aphrodisiac. Any other story where either omega or alpha are able to control themselves- aren’t realistic and authors made overpowered ML alpha that doesn’t make sense with the rules of the omegaverse to satisfy readers. Those are the ideal ML that isn’t even a regular alpha but the impossible “leader of alpha.” This is the only realistic story of the omegaverse and actually follows the rules.
Oops apology from the beta* I meant
100% agree with you
What is realistic depends on the author, in each and every story the rules are different. Beta threw omega at alpha because alpha wanted the omega, he'll never be satisfied with beta and you can see that by how he reacts to omega. I don’t think it’s true that alphas should lose their fucking minds at a little whiff of pheromones, if that was the case then they would just live like animals and every corner would be filled with them fucking omegas. Besides all that, there’s sth wrong with the relationship of beta and alpha, to me it seems that in the past alpha did sth horrible to him, for beta it’s an obvious love hate relationship and he tortures himself by staying in it.
It’s the fact that you don’t recognize that scene as SA. And don’t believe that SA can happen to tops. Double standards at its best. You just like villainizing the alpha and not seeing the truth about the beta. All the people who know Korean and the people who properly read and have intelligence know the beta is wrong. Unless you recognize that what the beta did was allow SA to happen to the alpha- then I believe you’re a nasty person who don’t believe tops can be r@ped. You accuse victims.
You also realize that the omega was in HEAT. I don’t believe the beta got the full consent from the omega for him to throw him at an alpha. You literally contradicted yourself: “what is realistic depends on the author” well guess what? This author believes that the alpha is a normal alpha and isn’t like those ideal overpowered alpha in other stories. Y’all brought those expectations here and compared those stories to this one. According to EVERY common rule of the omegaverse, alpha’s and omegas in heat/rut are not clear-headed and are like being DRUGGED/ON APHRODISIAC.
You never saw an omega MC in heat, change personalities during heat, and act 10x more seductive- asking for alpha’s? But then afterwards the MC regrets it and shows he wasn’t even able to control his body? Y’all would call that r@pe and defend MC- but as soon as it’s a top, y’all believe it’s not considered r@pe. Y’all the people that believe straight men irl or tops can’t be r@ped. I’m talking to people accuse victims rn- so fcking revolting.
Do you say that same garbage in all omegaverse stories toward the bottom MC? This is you: “I believe even if the omega mc was in heat or got affected by pheromones like he was drugged- he was completely in his right mind and could control himself! He’s messed up for getting taking advantage of by someone despite basically being drugged!”
You also got memory loss? The top was tested BEFORE at a restaurant and the beta had the omega seduce him with his pheromones. The top RAN WAY SUCCESSFULLY. But the beta still wasn’t happy. It’s because the top let his guard down (who knows if he was in his rut or hadn’t taken medication yet), he was happy when the beta got home, only to be betrayed when the beta threw an omega in heat at him. You see near the end the alpha CRYING DURING the end of the sex, showing he didn’t want it = R@PE. HE DIDNT CONSENT TO IT. The omega CONFRONTED the beta saying he was FUCKED UP after that and got angry at him. Y’all some psychos that love to blame victims of r@pe. If y’all can’t realize that- then I know what kind of gross people I’m talking to and no longer should talk to y’all. Y’all are victim-blamers. And have double standards believing straight men/tops can’t be SA and r@ped.
Here’s another example of y’all can’t understand how it was r@pe: let’s say the roles were reversed and the top was actually an omega. The beta comes home and brings an alpha in rut and throws him at the omega. The beta says “go ahead an fck my lover” to the alpha. In most cases this would make readers angry and say the beta is messed up and consider him basically forcing the omega to be g@ng b@nged by some stranger. (There is actual proof of this in other stories where this happened)
… well except for the sucking…. Ehem..
I was almost chanting ‘kiss! Kiss! KISSSs!…. Miss… author you are teasing us hard…
Can anyone tell me if the FL’s personality is better in the new chapters?
When I started reading this, it was annoying af so I gave it a break and waited for chapters to accumulate a bit before I read this again.
im doing that too and i recommend it too!!
Just to point out to the note by the translator in the current chapter- whoever insulted your translation and scans should FO or do it themselves!
I’m sorry to be so crude but the effort the translator has put in is incredible… thank you for your hard work so far and I hope you continue to translate in the future and not be discouraged.