Tickling, either I'll be crying or close to crying when tickled. I feel so anxious and panicked I just can't. And after stopping I'll need some time to calm down, like no one talk and touches me.
Also a flock of guys (guys as in males) I'm not acquinted to, worst are strangers, I just don't feel safe. Either I take another way or just go back and ...... reply
The first time, I was shocked. I'm familiar already with gay relationships or stories because my friend watch and read some western novels. But I was shocked because the first story I read was a oneshot with uncensored and so detailed smut. I don't really watch or read porn (tho I'm 17 that time, I'm not so minor don't worry hahaha) so those uncens...... reply
want to do plans for the future
did tried to kill yourself
