Have you guys heard about "Ways of parting" novel? This http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ways_of_parting/ has a novel, right?
Lololol Mangago scared me Imma gonna save all my read lists now!!!! T_T. I miss you all guys heeerrreee~
So, I want to hear your opinion guys. I know it's not related to comics or what. But since a lot of people are active here and I'm anonymous anyways.....
So, I've not been attending online class for 3 weeks straight. This week is my 4th week, not that I have any intention of ever going back tho. So my parents found about it. I know there's no way I can keep it anyways.
You might think I'm impulsive, no, from the start... I told them I don't want to study if it's online class but they keep on telling me I should just put up with it. I cried a lot of times this online class, I can't blame anyone and I can only see my incompentence.
I've put up with it this 1st sem and I still enrolled for 2nd sem eventhough I'm already so fed up... thinking it might not be the case this time. But no, it's still the same. I'm so tired.
My phone is so screwed, if you can name me all the phone's malfunction...I have that. Form battery, camera, performance all of it. I'm an IT, our laptop is good as gone, I can't even install a programming software, not it's even good from the start.
There are a lot of things I can't do with my phone as I need new versions of this and that. They also blocked me from internet 6:00PM to 7:00AM, it really pissed me off because eventhough I can still have more leeway to contact my classmates after that, no, I'm cut off.
Now, they've been telling me. "You should have told us, we can do this and that". Lol. Do they think they are as reliable as they think? If our relationship is really off an helping hand from the start...would I hesitate to ask for their help?
They never help me, from my emotional and mental health. And now they are acting like they are the one who admitted me to univeristy. I do all the hardwork, from my requirements to boot.... that's a state univeristy do they take a single penny?
I'm scared of online. They don't know that. My peers are kidding me how I didn't online and I only do it once in a rare blue moon. I'm scared of seeing messenger, I hate the sound of notification.
Do they think I don't like studying? The only thing I know and good at...it's loosing all its purpose. I'm the happiest when I go to school, that's the only thing I realize I'm alive.
I don't have a social life, spiritual life, love life or whatever. My life is good as gone. I've been feeling void in years. Now, this online class is taking a toll in my mental and emotional health.
I'm just salvaging my emotional health for my future expences. More than this...I would feel suffocated.
I don't want to try more than I should then later found out it's all for nothing. I don't want them to extend theirseleves more than they should as well because I know they're just going to slap it on my face like they always do.
Do they think I am right now because of them? This is all the because of the accumulated decisions I've built up for myself. And joke on them, the teachers and the school didn't even take us seriously. It's like a big joke I don't want to laugh. Studying for me is a serious matter.
If they think, complying half-ass related to none files and taking test with all no chance of decribing...is what I called my 'life'. No, they're destroying me.
I can't even talk back to them because I know I'll only look like the bad guy and my voice is cracking up everytime I tried to speak. All these years, they never being considerate of my studying. Eventhough I'm trying to do my school works they won't understand and still ask for chores themselves.
I don't want to be a bad guy, I always tell this... being good or bad is a choice no matter what the situation a person is. Tell me, I'm loosing my mind here. I never done anything that will do harm to anyone eventhough I've been feeling hell.
did you tell them about this? not only about online classes if you did then you can talk to me on priv i want to help you. i understand you
its really difficult online classes but you need to think that we are in middle of a pandemic so is hard to go to school too
im sorry if i seem rude
Hi! I came across to your post and i just wanted to tell you that I understand you. I don’t even attend most of our zoom class cz I don’t like it, but i still pass my assignments. Not all students can catch up anything or comfortable with the new setting. Our mental/emotional heath is our first priority, do what u want and what u r comfortable with! Try explaining to your parents and if they can’t understand u, then it’s their fault. Lastly, that’s your life, don’t let anyone choose options for u. Have a good day!
(Im not really good at english but i really hope u understand my point and what i wanted to say :) )
Aw, you made me cry. Honestly, I never open up with anyone. My parents would be the last one I'll tell about my emotional state......
idk how to help but i wanted to say that ur not alone-
im going thru the same, and i know countless of others that r too. take ur time and do whats best for u!
think that mental health is important maybe they will understand you too. ofc if you dont want to is your decision, but it could be worse with the pass of time (im sorry if you ddnt understand im not really good with eng). if you want to talk to someone im here. i hope you get well anyway i went throughr the same before and now im suffering because i cant get high grades on school
youre not the bad guy everyone have their own problems too so your parents have to understand you
Thank you! Your words ease me a little bit. Thanks for giving kind words to a stranger like me, I really appreciate it
hm this is a difficult situation to judge as an outsider. Does your school not offer in person lessons btw? Most do in my country (in addition to online).
One thing i noticed is the lack of communication and understanding between you and your parents. They seem to care for you. Any sane parent will want you to attend school and will be absolutely disappointed to hear that you have been skipping for nearly a month. You say that you can't talk back to them, and then you state that you hate that they don't seem to try to understand you. But they can't read your mind. You should talk to them, tell them that you're really mentally and emotionally unstable and that you can't bear online school. For all they know, you're just too lazy to attend. Give legitimate reasons and they might compromise or help you through it. If you don't want to talk to them, text them, , do something to let them know about your feelings. Showing your vulnerability, explaining your actions, how can you look like the bad guy?
And yea, no parents are perfect. They are often unreasonable and will make you do things that you don't want to do. But that's for everyone. What's important is that they're there when you need them and that you talk to them.
You don't have to attend classes, but are you doing your assignments and homework? At the very least, doing something helps bear the burden of everyday life. I advise that you do something to spice up your schedule. A club, activities, volunteering, family time, a walk outside to the park, etc. Ask your friends out during the weekends, maybe skype them, idk. I understand that it's very hard to feel alive in the confines of your house, but do your best and remember that there's people around you.
You're not a bad guy, and your parents shouldn't think you are either. And you're not alone in that dilemma either. I hope you figure this out! <3
Hi, i went through the same, i did not attend class for a month and it was my first semester's finals so i was'nt able to take the exam and like you i never talked about it to anyone. No one knows was happening to me back then... my mental health, i even lose weight cause i didn't have the appetite to eat.. i felt miserable and due to stress i ended up crying at night.. then my professor reached out to my sister cause i didn't take the exam and i did not attend class for a month. That was the time my mother talked to me she was crying asking me what was wrong and i told her everything...
I know it's hard but our parents will understand we just need to open up and tell them everything..
So, after reading "Whose baby is it" I seems suddenly lost interest in reading comics, I thought I'm just fed up reading BL all the time so I tried reading Shounen but Nooo~ buddies, I feel so heavy and my mind feels light, I feel like I'm forcing myself to read.
Maybe because "Whose baby is it" has 130 chapters and I read it two days straight?. I still dreamed of it and eagerly waiting for its update. I'm losing my mind here. They said about Yiyun's having his own biological son and no matter what I do, no comics can replace that thought in my mind. *Internal screaming!!!*
I never feel sick of reading BL but these days, eventhough I read a lot of BL after Whose Baby is it, I feel like they just pass trough. I never read so fast without consideration of the illustration like this in my life!!! I want to go back like used to beeee....
So give me a BL with a baby or BL that can beat Whose baby is it...onegaaiiii ╥﹏╥
Yeah... It happened to me too after O read gold and gray but it healed with time and I sometimes think that I am forcing myself to like a story ... From my want to read list..... But then I really like some from them and again forgets abt time and I guess it also happening to me since my classes started...
And here's an album which have stries with babies....
http://www.mangago.me/home/album/154844/
I recommend...
Shounen Houkokusho
Oya No Kao Ga Mite Mitai
Raising a child
Oh my gahd!~ Thank youuuu ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Any manga/manhwa where both can be uke and seme?
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/to_dear_my_sorrow/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/like_a_tidal_wave_from_pheromone_shower/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/rise_of_moonsoo/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dark_heaven/?mdeX
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/metro_dog/
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/satou_kun_ni_wa_kanawanai_sachimo/
Thank you~(づ￣ ³￣)づ
Okaaayy...you guys have some crazy questions and recomms I almost lost my way to ask (I add them all to my list)
So, anyone knows BL with/about cheaters? Like Ten years that I Love you the Most and Behind the Scene. Most preferably long strip colored comics, or 'ya know MANHUA. I need to move on from TYTILYTM ╥﹏╥
Black lotus?
Woah! I've been digging BL manhua these days but didn't find this one. Arigatou~(づ￣ ³￣)づ
Love bite
It's fine, I just thought that same artstyle will cure me but honeslty, I preferred manga over anything else...Arigatou~
Can anyone suggest a non-light saber BL manga? (With 10 or more chaps) Like Dakaichi...
Hold me Tight
http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/madman_combo/
last time i checked this one was uncensored. :-)
Thank you!! I will make sure to read these!
There’s one more.
But it’s not a coloured manhwa. It’s called “Heat and Run”
oh! my assistant :)
Can someone recommend some angst BL stories? Like Black Lotus, Ways of Parting? I'm really really pent up. I want to feel the surging of anger and satisfaction for revenge or what. Can also be novels...Thanks in advance!
My starry sky, ten years when I love you the most
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"Even if you don't love me"
This manhwa definitely has a lot of angst but not sure if it's like Black Lotus or Ways of Parting cuz I haven't read them. However, you might wanna wait for a while cuz this manhwa only has 29 chapters.
Banana fish
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