Ur_bisexual_bi*ch

Tbh I understand you and agree with you, I find negative emotions like anger extremely exhausting and wouldn't be able to do it. I also think people share diffefent views and experience things differently, so I can't say people who are like Julia don't exist - people who can live for revenge and keep at it.

I'd also like to point out that it's (technically) more correct to say she died 9 times, rather than she had 9 lives, as we don't know how long she lived in most of them and how much time has actually passed for her. We do know that her first death happened a day to a week from the "safe point", as she had gone back and easily murdered.
(Ofc it's okay to call them past lives, but we have to remember they were never FULL lives. We don't know much time she has actually lived through, and I think keeping up with revenge also makes more sense when we assume each life took a different amount of time until she died and started over.

That's why ppl say forgiveness is not something what every person can do. She still hate everyone who killed her in her 8 lives. Her mind is consume with grudge and she become just like the same person who make her die for 8 times. Between a Saint and Devil she chose to be a devil. That's why ML said he doesn't like her smile.I believe she choose to get away from her ex between her 8 lives but still die and repeating again. If not it doesn't make sense how she know about pirates and other country royal affairs.

I would argue that it does, though. She didn't want revenge only on the ex, but his whole family, and we are reminded time and time again how powerful that family is in their country. She wanted to bring them down, and she would need political power in order to do so. Of course she would start paying attention to the details of things that happen (which so far have been political) when she started to form her plans to destroy the family. We also know that she is very intelligent, and even was close friends with a prince's lady-in-waiting/personal maid in at least one of her past lives, which is nothing to scoff at. She might have an excellent memory and an eye for detail, which would've helped her retain information.
Plus, when you're repeating your life multiple times, I wouldn't be surprised that you would start to memorise exact dates with important events.

I think it depends on what kind of person you are, the magnitude of the wrong and also your sense of justice. I'm the opposite. The idea of knowing the people who wronged me are living well and happy would grate at me forever. If you can't die regardless, why not get revenge and then move on happily with your life? I do kind of agree that its a looong time to hold a grudge but its a very serious grudge lol

Saaame. I feel like after 9 lives I would still want revenge. I think I will get tired of it and be numb emotionally but still wouldn't want them to live well. Plus, they aren't good people and killed the orphans (which are like family to the FL), if I'm capable of bringing out evidence, I'll still try to get revenge.

If you remember what she said in chapter 2, she tried to move on. It is just that damn family who still pursue her till the end. She has no choice. She won't live peacefully if that family is alive and well and have enough time and tenacy to kill her. If she will be going to be hunted anyway, might as well fight back.

Though she failed several times, her grudge deepen and that's why she was able to memorized the event. Try and try until you die.

I'm not really talking about this story in particular, but more so of this genre
Like I've seen so many people get reincarnated 100+ times, but they will still try to get revenge or maybe TRY to run away but they never actually do
Like I'm just saying, but mentally I don't think many would have mental capacity left to keep living a shit life filled with petty politics after dying brutally many a times.