Honestly I think he's lying to himself at this point. He doesn't know how to feel a certain way so he's deluding himself into thinking he's in control cause that's all he really has at this point, since he can't control anything else.
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Honestly I think he's lying to himself at this point. He doesn't know how to feel a certain way so he's deluding himself into thinking he's in control cause that's all he really has at this point, since he can't control anything else.