More like Shiida doesnt know what she wanted. She said it herself instead of dread she is happy that Iruma remember her. Her royalty is on six fingers for now, but its kinda implied that she actually enjoying more "normal" live even in their first meeting in amusement park.
I haven't open my Manhwas in months because Im very busy then i saw that this story is updated and BOOM. I'm back because my babies are backkkk
Baby Sol is devastated HAHAH