That was uncomfortable and the farthest from sexy I've ever read on a smutt scene but I seem to be alone in this lol He behaved like a selfish toddler, continued "uwu my peepee feel funny" talking the whole time and slammed past "no stop" too many times for me.
I think in fiction it can be difficult to separate the visuals we're seeing from the scene taking place sometimes. Visually? Sexy. Dialogue and/or situation? Sketchy AF. Lol I don't judge what anyone thinks since the situation is definitely morally grey to begin with. I wish the author had made it more obvious he was adult, not have him act 10yo DURING the act. It was funny when he thought he was dying from a wet dream because it was childish. Ahhh I definitely wish this had been done differently, because a lot of people are upset with the past and how it ruined everything and... I'm starting to agree even after I held out so long!
TL;DR is that this is a work of fiction and it doesn't HAVE to resemble real life. Just stop reading if you're expecting completely healthy bdsm and are going to keep crying about it not being healthy EVERY chapter. This isn't it. The power imbalance from the get go isn't real bdsm dynamics. If this was the usual BL with blackmail or "sex for a job" y'all wouldn't be crying as much because you clicked a comic with that exact premise. This comic is using KINK instead of vanilla sex, but the premise is the same. EXCEPT it's not. Again, hear me out. Kink isn't vanilla sex. It's a power dynamic that's even more psychological. I for one am interested in the fact they didn't use the kink as quick foreplay for sex. Spanking is my thing I won't lie, but the writer seems to have a grasp of kinks, not bdsm per se. I'll shamelessly enjoy this kinky angst fest and hope for character development and GROWTH. I want the mc to feel safe and loved and accept love. I hope, HOPE, that ml doesn't rape the mc next chapter. But stop hiding behind your "this isn't bdsm wahh" mask.
Bdsm can be pretty fluffy. Kink doesn't have to be hard, strict, and angsty! (Ang Ang has some super cute moments!) But I mean, the premise of the comic is "meeting on Saturdays to keep a job he's not qualified for" and they clicked expecting healthy and completely consensual bdsm? If it was just sex would they go "ew this is not consensual sex" like duh?? Lol Actually to me the fact they haven't had full sex yet makes this next chapter that much more important. I'm hoping I don't get my heart broken but even if I do the emotional masochist in me will keep reading lol
It's exactly as you point out. The top doesn't force the penetration sex right away, and let the bot get used to their date night. Yes, it's a transaction and sexual coercion case in office.
Spoiler
After the top catches feeling with the bot and knows his SA past, he regrets it. The top is SM player and never date seriously before. It's the first time he offer someone a position in his team in exchange for sex due to his strictness during work. The bot is his type and he kinda turns on by his tear face.
You can check out the novel https://www.wattpad.com/story/353004880-saturday%27s-master
No one is healthy here. I'm interested in how they're going to proceed with this. Like why did he target mc specifically for this? Sometimes the MC desires the aftercare and affection (even saying he didn't mind if he was spanked or they were caught), but he doesn't feel safe being seen when vulnerable either. I'm not going to argue about how immoral this story is but I'm here all the way for how it might turn out. Obviously he has SA trauma and oh man he's tough for even showing up. It hurts so good.
So at first the top annoyed me now the bottom annoys me like seriously are you mute and all you do is cry. But with the way the story is going, I think I'll like it. Healthy bdsm well no lol But it's also not trash noncon? I like the pace that they're going at getting closer to one another. Like when the bottom thought how he wouldn't mind being spanked on the roof or if someone saw ლ(´ڡ`ლ)









The best character so far is MCs bro who everyone is now shipping with the ML this comic is a mess lol