Past omega either lured naive young alpha to marriage and his family cursed him so the weird feelings are guilt, or his family forced the marriage and he felt both resentment and guilt?? But "Mugo" clearly loved him in the past so ahhhh... I just can't figure out why he's so aggro towards ThE ORIGINAL.
And you're lying to yourself and making excuses for a coward hiding behind trauma. This was entirely caused by Garam's decision on how to behave about his trauma: run like a bitch, basically. Realistically what did he expect? He gets to move out and ghost his boyfriend and Jaehyuk is just supposed to sit quietly?? The argument was because Garam freaked out over the rings, and it compounded. Not his fault for having trauma but 100% his fault for not standing and communicating even after Jaehyuk knew everything about his trauma and literally got his face scarred for him. If you want to pretend Garam's trauma is a good excuse for the way he behaved, that's on you, and I feel sorry for the people you treat badly while blaming your trauma. We can't save ourselves from trauma, but we can choose how we react to it. And the one not willing to fight or communicate was Garam. Jaehyuk saying he'd quit his job and live in hiding wasn't healthy either, but he suggested SOMETHING, not just run away and have silence. Garam deserves to be alone for a while, and so does Jaehyuk, they became super codependent.
Suffer from your own stupidity and choices Garam
(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ You don't get to run away and "act" like you hate his company at every turn and then have a dumbass surprise Pikachu face when he actually leaves. FAFO Garam. FAFO.
FINALLY!!! I've been searching for a comment that matched exactly how i felt about grams behavior! Garam literally started all this shit! And none of his behavior was "acting"- he was genuinely put off, genuinely scared, genuinely angry, etc. After all that strife, Jh finally sees how badly his presence is affecting Garam (to the point that it's making him sick and he needs to be hospitalized), and gives him the space and separation Garam asked for. And now that he is the one who's finally mourning the loss and facing the repercussions of his actions, he has the audacity to act like JH was the problem!Pick a struggle, you can't sit on both sides of the fence. You can't be both the instigator and the victim! ヽ(`Д´)ノ
Yes MC Omega was stupid AF to put himself into that position with his alpha subordinate, but it's still not his fault he got raped. What's his fault is the way he's strung his childhood friend and fuck buddy alpha along on a string this whole time. He can't act like he doesn't know ML loves him, he just doesn't want his friend to "win" over him by being his alpha. Like I feel the MCs pain (as a woman myself) of wanting to gain merit on his own while being looked down on by men/alphas. But the answer to actually getting raped and the person you KNOW likes you gets mad and you say "not your business"? Fuck the MC I hope he suffers and chases the ML while realizing the position and power he wanted was worthless without him.
Well... Given that he thought "stop acting like you really love me", seems to me MC is still very hesitant to believe that... so your premise kinda doesn't hold ( ̄∇ ̄")
I could see how he has such reservation though, with the whole society being so unfriendly to omegas + the existence of an alpha in leadership being seriously threatening to his own status. I wouldn't have extra cognitive resources to care about romance if I were striving to establish my own footings in a male-dominant workplace too. Before any of my male coworkers happen to be my childhood sweetheart, they're first and foremost men that had everything so much easier than me. Not to mention if they could get in the way of my next promotion. And I'd loathe it if this sweetheart ever shows any sign that he conforms to the conventional gender roles ("women don't have to work so hard" etc).
Here, MC could've easily been blindsided by his prejudice/envy/distrust against alphas. And he'd be even more cautious/hesitant to acknowledge ML's feeling if he already has feelings for the alpha dumbass & is intrinsically insecure. We all feel smaller & more humble in front of our secret crush.
MC's been saying for decades "ALL alphas are the same, their 'love' just means 'wanting to FUCK,' so I never trust ANY of them," yet he decided to stay at the house of the very ALPHA who had tried to RAPE him just hours earlier (despite he noticed that the incident happened because that ALPHA had feelings for him), then that ALPHA trampled on his dignity and the sorrow of being an omega in the lowest way possible, completely disregarded it, drugged him, raped him, and even cum inside.
His brain is completely dead to the point that he even showed understanding and compromise for the rapist ALPHA's feelings to be genuine and for even commiting such a despicable crime, so why he never trust ML's words or feelings even for single second and has he been insulting ML for over 10 years, insisting that his obviously genuine affection is fake???
The conditions for becoming chairman that his father suggested is nothing but the issue just suddenly popped up recently.
There's no single room for fuckin' justification.
Amon is genuinely unredeemable trash and I hate him. This story is the definition of Stockholm syndrome. Poor Nain doesn't have a choice but to watch everyone around him be killed as he's mentally tortured and forced to sleep with Amon to the point he thinks it's HIS job to "fix" the piece of shit who's literally holding Nain captive. Nain is a prisoner make no mistake. According to spoilers the SA that happens next is what makes Nain want to die again.
Exactly, he's terrified and confused. If the terrifying non human thing that enjoys killing humans seems to "love" you (re: fuck you and occasionally listen to your requests not to mentally and emotionally torture you while brain washing you) of course you're going to try your damndest to be "loved" (SAFE). Spoilers say he'll be suicidal after this next chapter I believe, and I see why.
I love the story but I really hate when they pair a kinky person with a woobie who can't stand "committing violence" and so being top hurts them and in the end it is treated as if the *kink* is wrong/unhealthy and the relationship ends up not having kink at all. "I don't need pain/kinky stuff anymore because my love with you is just soooo pure" crap. Just a troupe I'm tired of and hope this doesn't go that way.








I know they're unhealthy but now that their obsession with each other is revealed I hope they actually work together some. But I haven't forgotten 2nd ML ╥﹏╥