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This is the first time I really don't care who the MC ends up with because I honestly like both of them.
Cain is someone I would like in real life as well and yawhi is the kind of character I like in fiction. Say what you want but I love me a toxic ML once in a while (even tho I would HATE him in real life)
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Some things just don't make sense to me.
1. Why would people suddenly find out about Ed filming porn just because the public now knows that Glenn and Creed are the same person?
2. What were they even arguing about? It's not like Creed made Ed do something he didn't want to do.
3. They mention Creed being selfish a lot but I still can't see how. Except for the thing with Ryan, he didn't really do anything. If they focused more on that issue, the whole argument would make a lot more sense.
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I understood it as Creed being someone who can manipulate and wield anyone to suit his purpose. It seemed like something Ed noted about him in the solo shoot, seducing and getting what he wants from the actors.
During the fight, Ed did acknowledge he was in the wrong, but it seems like the impression from Ryan's situation + his own turmoil got the best of him.
While I do feel Ed was in the wrong and should have apologized first, we would lose the impact of watching Creed choose his love(Ed) and reimagined future over being right and pride.
I have a few thoughts after reading the chapter and topics:
1. I wouldn't call what he did stalking. Was he being a creep for rushing to follow her? Yes. But it's not like he went out of his way to follow her home, see where she lives and then watch her (which is what stalking is).
He just noticed they took the same way home anyway so he made sure to go home at the same time so they could walk part of the way "together"
2. Why do people have no problem recognizing that the FL wouldn't have done what she did if she wasn't in heat but can't see how it's the same for the ML?
No he wasn't "more sober" he literally had to bite his arm to pieces to control himself enough to get away from her. He told HER to run away because he also couldn't stand up and loose focus.
And it's also not clear if he even lost control and attacked her after she started begging him, considering she is the one on top of him, doing all the moving it makes way more sense to conclude that she was also the one who put it in.
So there is no point in arguing SHE raped HIM.
3. Now would the whole situation not have happened if he didn't follow her in the first place? Well probably not. But that doesn't make the whole thing an evil act that he committed. It was simply an accident.
He didn't know she was on omega and in heat. He actually wanted to help her because he thought she would collapse.
They are both victims of the situation, they both weren't in their right mind and wouldn't have done what they did under normal circumstances.
4. Oh and also two things can be true at the same time. He can be a creep who purposely walks behind someone everyday to look at them and still be a victim of rape.
Exactly and in present day, she kinda did the same thing to him but with more intent behind using her heat
On a side note, knowing all this, why would he threaten her about taking her kid?
No clue. The way he's acting in the present makes no sense to me O.o