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bjcherry June 4, 2021 5:34 pm

pls the raw is finish and i just don’t understand the hand situations, can someone who knows explain or have a chat with me?

    nobody June 5, 2021 3:33 pm

    spoiler!!







    The original meaning behind the hands (I believe) is like a protection the boys had used when they were younger to help them when they couldn't help themselves and becoming something like a shield. Similarly to the 'alternative' faces they see in mirrors, it's most probably the product of their trauma and abuse. Somehow the hands had literally became like a living thing, maybe more like a parasitical demon, and i guess they had become 'real' from their darkest fears - as children that being the semes parents (fear) - and as adults turning into their darkest desires, the semes desire to be fully accepted and allow the uke to fully 'understand himself and each other' (desire).

    From what I understand the seme had known of the hands all along (hints from his book, and how his eyes would follow the hands, kind of saying he was a murderer ect *it was quite obvious), I think this is because he had accepted his 'other' side as a part of his own and allowing himself to give in to selfishness, something the uke had never done or had the opportunity too before meeting the seme. Once uke meets the seme and becomes more like him, becoming selfish, violent, desireful, dangerous and 'free' he had begun to notice the mirrors, faces and hands, eventually witnessing a murder. The hands would come out mostly when they were having sex, this shows the connection between desire the two had with the hands. Seme seemed to have control over hands at stages but this just further proves my point that his connection to the hands was his acceptance with the dark side of him that his trauma brought out in him and using what it had created to his advantage.

    I think the hands were created by the boys in a time of fear, when they truly had nothing to protect themselves with (and if you've read the raws*** you see that in the moment the hands and faces became a thing the boys were in fear and it was complete chaos since the mirrors and faces were all yelling when they were stuck in the room by semes parents***) and later through the acceptance of semes past it became an object of desire and violence, later being spread to uke.

    The hands purpose once seme was older and he was killing off his family and other people (all this leading to the writings of his book) was to find and connect with uke since that was semes literal life goal, he literally revolved his life around it like going to a good school and becoming famous. The hands were used as a means for the seme to achieve his deepest desires, creating violence and destruction in it's way (i guess what you could typically expect from something demonic?) and once an adult to keep the uke with him by killing those in his way, bringing uke closer to him (sexually...literally...ew) and to make uke more aware of his past to bring him closer.


    Anyway this is just my opinion on the hands meanings throughout the main characters lifetimes ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    bjcherry June 5, 2021 6:33 pm
    spoiler!!The original meaning behind the hands (I believe) is like a protection the boys had used when they were younger to help them when they couldn't help themselves and becoming something like a shield. Sim... nobody

    wow you gave a whole essay but anywho that’s a hella good explanation. this story is pretty toxic to begin with so the ending makes sense in its own way where both have a happy ending. thank you i appreciate your reply a lot:33

    nobody June 6, 2021 2:38 am
    wow you gave a whole essay but anywho that’s a hella good explanation. this story is pretty toxic to begin with so the ending makes sense in its own way where both have a happy ending. thank you i appreciate ... bjcherry

    bahaha all good essays are my literal speciality lol

    YUHH June 6, 2021 7:52 am

    Wait is it chapter 61 is the ending?

    bjcherry June 6, 2021 4:51 pm
    Wait is it chapter 61 is the ending? YUHH

    no is 62

bjcherry May 9, 2021 12:08 pm

lmaoo professor’s dick was so small so the uke thought he was fingering him

ps i’m sorry it was not supposed to be funny but i just can’t ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    megumis wife__ May 14, 2021 2:40 pm

    his dick smoll asf but he still wants to rape our uke, fucking smol dicc smaller than the damned cucumber..

    BusyGamers May 15, 2021 3:03 pm
    his dick smoll asf but he still wants to rape our uke, fucking smol dicc smaller than the damned cucumber.. megumis wife__

    Which chapter is this? I don't remember read this

    bjcherry May 15, 2021 9:17 pm
    Which chapter is this? I don't remember read this BusyGamers

    ch.10

    BusyGamers May 16, 2021 6:06 am
    ch.10 bjcherry

    Thanks! I remembered it now

    orie May 21, 2021 1:07 pm

    Ikr I was so mad with what was happening but that line really had me dying with laughter

bjcherry May 7, 2021 10:07 am

i was kinda wanting for him to turn his dingy into a rock or something

    Storm May 8, 2021 2:02 am

    Lowkey reading a bunch of these to see if one of them has his dick turn into a rock, so far nothing

    Ur local yaoiaddict May 8, 2021 10:02 am

    So I wasn't the only one-

bjcherry April 18, 2021 9:26 am

let’s agree that’s a wonderful way of ending ss1

bjcherry April 11, 2021 3:29 pm

holy moly mother trucker wowow i have no words i’m literally speechless ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

bjcherry April 10, 2021 7:57 am

this is exactly how i imagine the two together if one day they’ll settle down after all the shits they’ve been through ╥﹏╥

bjcherry April 3, 2021 5:49 pm

feel good to be back after 2 whole weeks and this relives my stress (⌒▽⌒)

    dio April 3, 2021 8:28 pm

    feel you and now I hope we all gatekeep this site before we lose it for good

    Mimomo April 4, 2021 3:08 am

    It’s just been 2 weeks? Holly shit it felt like months

bjcherry March 19, 2021 1:31 pm

LMAOOO THESE MEMES ARE GOLD

bjcherry March 1, 2021 5:20 pm

AHHHHH GURL the 4th couple magical useless gift is gonna be it for me ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

bjcherry February 18, 2021 10:06 pm

why are ppl so toxic like? if you don’t like the way they redrew the wieners then ok? don’t read it or go buy and read the raw. tf so ungrateful and yes i do not like the defined dick like these either but i will never considered myself leaving hate and criticize these ppl work when i know i read these manga for free
cuz overall is amazing but all y’all do is complain about dicks redrawing and saying it was crap and it is “ruined it”for you, are you fr? instead of being a bitch about it you should just appreciate the effort these translators are giving, just for us to read and understand it for FREE smh

    Kyuu February 18, 2021 10:35 pm

    Thanks for the attention (▰˘◡˘▰)
    Imagine doing a whole ass new thread just to call someone a bitch, but yeah, you're so virtuous.

    Kyuu February 19, 2021 12:51 am
    This reply will be showed after approved! Iphis

    Just calling out the hipocrisy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    LazyParrot February 19, 2021 2:46 am
    Just calling out the hipocrisy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Kyuu

    Do you even know the word hypocrite means....
    I guess you're the attention grabber who liked to read two guys having anal sex but denying the existence of penis involved in the process.
    'That' is hypocrisy.

    February 19, 2021 2:49 am
    Do you even know the word hypocrite means....I guess you're the attention grabber who liked to read two guys having anal sex but denying the existence of penis involved in the process.'That' is hypocrisy. LazyParrot

    obviously that user is attention whore

    LazyParrot February 19, 2021 2:56 am

    I've seen worse penis drawing. RSS usually did a decent to good job on redrawing. That naturally depends on the redrawer's skill. People who complain about penis on their free read are usually the annoying little girls. Complaining about them only gonna give headaches. They only deserve to be ignored.

    TAKUyaki February 19, 2021 3:11 am
    I've seen worse penis drawing. RSS usually did a decent to good job on redrawing. That naturally depends on the redrawer's skill. People who complain about penis on their free read are usually the annoying litt... LazyParrot

    true

    Kyuu February 19, 2021 3:50 am
    Do you even know the word hypocrite means....I guess you're the attention grabber who liked to read two guys having anal sex but denying the existence of penis involved in the process.'That' is hypocrisy. LazyParrot

    My point was dick is badly drawn, and I always find it incredible that when I criticize this no one says 'but it's good' it's always 'shut up and be grateful'

    I find it ironic and hipocritical that y'all shit on me for complaining while also calling me a bitch that deserves to be slapped. Like, I never really said anyone deserved to be punched but y'all elevate it so much and then act like you're the virtuous ones.
    But it be like that ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    I'm not gonna go and answer every thread that's gonna be made and it's been made. But they're also part of my point.
    last reply cause this is escalating too much and tbh this is one of those situations in which is better for all to just take a chill pill and not feed the trolls.

    bjcherry February 19, 2021 1:31 pm
    My point was dick is badly drawn, and I always find it incredible that when I criticize this no one says 'but it's good' it's always 'shut up and be grateful' I find it ironic and hipocritical that y'all shit o... Kyuu

    yes cuz we all know the dick was badly drawn that is the reason why nobody said something good about it. however criticizing free things is unnecessary when you don’t contribute with anything and no i don’t wanna slap u but slap some senses into you. generalized the whole thing as bad because of dicks is disrespectful

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