bl/gl with childhood/best friends to lovers, highschool/college, and yearning!! preferably fluffy with little angst but full angst is fine too!!
I'm just coping.. my deaaresttt friend of many years got a boyfriend yipeee
the one who'd lend me her jacket when I'm feeling cold, the one who'd search for my hand when she's cold, the one who'd put her head on my shoulder when she's sleepy, the one who saved my contact with "<3", the one who'd say I'm her favorite person besides her family, the one who'd bring earphones instead of headphones just because she wants to share with me, the one so endearingly bratty, the one who'd subtly flirt with me then get all embarrassed herself, the one who'd tell me anything but refuses to tell me anything about this 1 crush she has when she told me from a to z about her love life.. I'm thinking maybe i should've said something back then when we hung out she finished her volleyball practice that dusk
she's not even straight, I'm just that much of a loser.. or i guess I can blame out country for being very homophobic.. maybe I'm too precious of a friend that she was scared abt ruining our friendship or at least that's what I'd like to think to cope
honestly this whole thing is so dramatic and cringy she's really just some girl idk why I'm crying i should be happy for her GODDD KILL ME NOW CUT OPEN THE EARTH I'LL GLADLY FALL INTO THE ABYSS AND LET THE EARTH SWALLOW MY VERY PHYSICAL BEING
i have a few bl here https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2253224/
I'm looking for manhwas where mc is originally someone very powerful but reincarnated into a weak body, so mc tries to get stronger by time
Like:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_magic_tower_s_problem_child/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_delusional_hunter_in_another/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_became_the_genius_bastard_of_a_noble_dark_clan/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/reincarnated_as_the_grand_duke_s_third_son/
Tia!!♡♡♡(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
yknow that getting kicked out of the party after being deemed useless even though mc is the core member that keeps the party from falling apart troupe????
imagine that but bl, does that exist? I want it..
and like in my imagination, after getting kicked out there'll be the ml who will be taking mc in immediately right after because he's actually been waiting and is a yearner... atp i might write my own story but yknow i gotta search before that i wanna read not write
idk who'd read to this point but if anyone knows any bls that have fantasy w magic n adventurer guilds.. please tell me...!!
Something similar like A Guide Out To Succeed!
not exactly similar, just asshole mc getting regressed and fixing their past mistakes towards their loved ones..
If you're okay with novels, here are some Isekai BLs although the MCs here aren't exactly 'assholes' because they were isekaied into the bodies of the original villains. Instead, they try to avoid their own tragic endings by being kinder/avoiding MLs:
• [Guideverse] MC is isekaied into a novel as a villainous S-class Guide who likes S-class Esper ML and makes life difficult for original F-class guide MC (ML becomes extremely obsessed with MC instead of the original MC): https://cherrymist.cafe/story/how-the-guide-escapes-the-obsessive-lover/
• [Age gap and gangster/debt plot] MC is isekaied into a novel as a villain who likes the novel's original ML and bullies original MC because of it (both original ML and original MC end up falling for him instead): https://springofromance.com/story/the-villain-doesnt-want-to-be-noticed/
• [Adopted brothers] Not regression but MC realises he's a villainous character in a novel pining for the novel's original ML and making life difficult for the novel's original MC (MC ends up with his adopted brother; original ML and original MC are actually the 'villains' here because they were both mean and problematic): https://springofromance.com/story/after-the-little-cannon-fodder-was-spoiled-by-the-rich-boss/
it's a historical fantasy manhwa with reincarnation or regression
i remember that fl is still a kid, and she went to give this jar of colorful candies(?) that slowly heals ml
ml is pretty much abandoned, getting poisoned slowly with the food given to him every day by a maid..
also fl's father cares deeply for fl
I don't remember anything else..
Talented Baby Squirrel is the story.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/talented_baby_squirrel/
I think it's this one? https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_ll_be_the_matriarch_in_this_life/uu/nml_chapter-25/pg-1/

HOW DO YOU COPE??? ive been avoiding getting too attached to vtubers like a plague despite really liking them because I'm scared of letting go when the time comes I ended up getting into vtubers again recently while in a heavy bad slump honestly depressing and this one vtuber legit brightened me up like it's magic, now I'm watching all the clips and recent streams of them and i love them a lot lot lot and im so so so scared of the day they'll inevitably graduate AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I guess i just let time heal me. Maybe because im not too attached because i know things like these are temporary. I used to be a little sad seeing the downfall of my oshi, but luckily, i wasnt in deep. Maybe you should drew a line so you won't get hurt? Either way, im just an internet stranger so take this with a grain of salt.
just replace feelings with a yaoi addiction
I mean that works
I'm exactly the sameee maybe vtubers specifically are just not for me if I'm too scared of separation ╥﹏╥
that's honestly so real.. been doing that for years to cope with everything