I stopped reading at chap57. I need to step back before i continue again bcs this FL is driving me nuts with her trying to encourage the ML to go live his life when he obviously have said that HE wants to follow her. Then she just judge him to b uncontrollable, unreasonable and scary. Damn, just let him live his life. FL is pure annoying as of this moment so imma let this marinate until the manhwa is completed before i can pick this up again. To see the ML having a villanous settings just bcs FL failed to understand his words is tragic.
Idk why vio father is so hard on her. Like he left his wife and kid, making the wife to abuse her mentally n he has the audacity to come back once his wife died and take control over the house n make his eldest daughter more miserable. Like dqfuq. He just cannot not b a dick huh? If it wasnt the fact that this is a royalty theme manga, the fact that the father cheated on the mother n neglect vio n then came home for the wealth with his mistress n child cannot b refute. Worst dad ever. N then dont let me start on the prince. Utter trash. No common sense. A wuss in disguise of a prince. Even Yulan is better bcs that boi b risking everything for Vio n will try to understand her instead of condemning her. Istg, vio had a sad childhood :(
As someone that is very sensitive with 'feelings', i pity her. She had to live those kind of life over and over again. Unable to run from it n hurting just from facing it directly. Its like the author made her just to broke her n assemble her n made her unable to run from it. Im so sad, my heart breaks for her :'( i cant do this today, bestie. Im depressed n this is not helping at all.











Its frustrating bcs when i read each chapter and scenes in their pov, i understand why they did what they thought was the best at that time. Its annoying and heartbreaking but these scenes are a must for the author to show us emotional growth. Damn, sometimes i wonder if all of these are nessesary but we can never interpret His will (god), and this also applies in real life too. No matter what anyone think, we are all born with paths ahead of us. Every single thing we do are predetermine and its only a matter of we either do A or B. You chose A, then yr life is heading this way and vise versa. I think the FL doing everything she wants for herself is not selfish or villanous, she just wants to survive. Rather, she can and she was given 2nd chance unlike us in real life. She chose B in this life and follow through bcs she has lived thru A and its already ended. Its her choice to deviate from A entirely. She will struggle with B bcs its totally different but with ML in her choice B, i think shes going to b fine. Shes going to grow and i hope she can grow even more beautiful than she is now. (=・ω・=)