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https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/silent_lover/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/thundercloud_rainstorm/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/

Would you like chinese bl novel suggestions? I know a few chinese bl novels(that don't have manhua versions) with a similar vibe with black lotus. Just reply if you are interested. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

will u tell me pls ╥﹏╥

Novels:
(Just use Google's automatic translation system if you can't read Spanish/ Chinese, it would still be understandable)

1.) Perfect Match (Omegaverse) *Highly Recommend*
Original Title: 最佳 契合（ABO）
Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/233861692-perfect-match-abo
Warning: There is rape but (spoiler: the seme was not in control of his own body)
I personally love the redemption arc of this novel and it is definitely worth a read, even more so than Black Lotus. I cried actual tears for the uke in the beginning.
A story about a leading Alpha (24K scum) who initially refused to take responsibility for what he had done. But then he begs his wife (an Omega man) to come back.
They have a 100% compatibility of their pheromones, commonly called "Perfect Match". The probability of this happening is 0.2 out of 10,000 cases.
It is a novel by Alfas, Betas and Omegas (ABO). It contains sadomasochism, reunion and regret.

2.) Facing the Scum (Mpreg) *My second fave*
Original title: 与渣攻正面对决的日子
Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/268357100-enfrentando-a-la-escoria-finalizada
(This has a manhua adaptation but it was just newly released)
Yu Baoyuan digs out his heart and lungs for five years, but still ends up being chased away by a bastard. Was it shot down? non-existent. Even if the whole life is a mess ... Brother Yuan Bao still persistently believes that he is the son of heaven, that he is tough, stubborn enough, and turbulent enough. Then a certain bastard scratched his heart and begged for forgiveness. Brother Yuan Bao remained impassive, drank tea and joked with the cat: "It's cold, some men should also be trained.

3.) What about divorce? (Omegaverse)
Original Title: 说 好的 离婚 呢 [ABO]
Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/259461998-%C2%BFy-el-divorcio
Su Yang took a sip of coffee.
"I heard there was an operation that can remove the marks recently. Are there any side effects? Tell me."
The doctor's expression turned a bit unsightly.
"Mark removal surgery? First I have to tell you that in your case, because this technology is the most advanced medicine, you need to spend a lot of money ..."
Su Yang waved his hand.
"Money doesn't matter, I have time too. Just talk about the aftermath.
The doctor's voice stopped.
"Then I will. To be frank. Mark removal surgery can damage your glands and you may no longer be able to accept anyone's marks in the future."
Su Yang nodded his head.
"What is the possibility?"

4.) Before and after divorce *Haven't read this one yet*
Original Title: 丧心病狂 的 瓜皮
Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/258943803-antes-y-despu%C3%A9s-del-divorcio
After the powerful married the celebrity, the powerful began to fall in love with the celebrity at first sight. After the forced marriage, the canary divorced because the canary was too arrogant. Su Yan x Xia Tingwan's deep and introverted offensive arrogant canary is not perfect.

5.) Scumbag regrets the divorce *Messy plot but try it if you want to. A lot of tears will be shed*
Original Title: 离婚后渣攻后悔了
Link: https://m.shubaow.net/94/94218/
Su Mo never thought in his life that the biggest birthday gift he would receive at the age of 26 would be Chu Shixiao's sentence, "Divorce." "What if I have a child?" Su Mo bit his lips tightly. , Looked at him tentatively. "I'm hit, I don't want to have anything to do with you." "I...just kidding." —Five years of knowing each other, after all, can't be enough for Bai Yueguang's understatement...

Thank you! I also love novels <3