gosh that was suffocating. felt like i was trapped in that red room with him
wait, i loved this so much im confused about the other comments lol maybe because i wasn't expecting anything at all.
i just hope the owner is actually who he seems like and wouldn't be mad at phi if ever he wants to quit prostitution, as it would affect his business to a great degree. there is no way in this world he actually enjoys that job even though that's what he says. what he wants is a home, that's why he's doing it. continuously getting exploited from when he was still a child, the only way he knows to feel valuable is through selling his body. now that he found another reason, felt another warmth similar to the comfort of home, i hope there are no more hurdles left for him.
i forget that seokjun is still so young omg hes a univ student T_T this old chanichani bastard is already making him go through so much ,.. just confess to each other and have hot steamy sex already then kill muhyeok after!!
bitch get the fuck out why do they always use sex as a punishment!! stop crying oh my gosh it was clearly your intention to hurt him
i love the portrayal of jiha's trauma, i can literally feel him through the screen. i'd expect no less from the best smell's author
ok so i partly skimmed every chapter (mainly focused on the plot ngl) but from what i understand, the uke is exacting revenge on the mansion ppl (mc's parents basically) cs they indirectly killed his mother so hes been drugging the father but then he didn't continue his revenge plan bcs then he won't have any reason to see the mc anymore if the father died..? i feel shallow bcs my only concern is on the romance aspect but does that mean he loved mc back then or was it just simple worry..? like 'i won't let this kid go through what i went through, i have to protect him' kind of thing.. the uke's pov wasn't really fulfilling so its interesting to analyze
yo i didnt even notice the translations i was busy drooling & feasting my eyes over gwak changhyeok we ALL gooned to it right
juyeon is honestly a sick fuck omg. doing this kind of prolonged torture and abuse for your rapist on your OWN... i get making others do it for you to make him suffer the way you did... i understand that kind of frustration due to what he went through, but... even killing jiwook would be more humane than this. i've only seen spoilers so i'm not sure if he is only doing (recounting) things jiwook did to him in the past .. it's hard to form a solid opinion on this. because if i were in jiwook's shoes, at first i thought i would understand juyeon once i remember all the things i did to him and honestly even i would think i deserve it bcs even just thinking of raping someone makes me want to vomit, but after catching up to the recent chapters i think i wouldn't even be able to think any coherent thought after going through all that shit.
this whole revenge thing feels more like an excuse for juyeon to continue abusing him, and less of the act itself.