mimi

hinata faling for toki seems too fast but this is just me thinking too much i know (and since its a manga ofc the chapters are limited) like he had feelings towards makoto for yrs and was just crying over him but then fell for toki (his brother) a few weeks (?) after living w him... ugh maybe i wouldnt be like this if they didn't look that much alike and maybe he has been slowly trying to move on for a long time and only succeeded just now bcs of toki..? anyway theyre really cute i enjoyed it specially when they kissed IM JUST OVERTHINKING THINGS AUGH

juyeon is honestly a sick fuck omg. doing this kind of prolonged torture and abuse for your rapist on your OWN... i get making others do it for you to make him suffer the way you did... i understand that kind of frustration due to what he went through, but... even killing jiwook would be more humane than this. i've only seen spoilers so i'm not sure if he is only doing (recounting) things jiwook did to him in the past .. it's hard to form a solid opinion on this. because if i were in jiwook's shoes, at first i thought i would understand juyeon once i remember all the things i did to him and honestly even i would think i deserve it bcs even just thinking of raping someone makes me want to vomit, but after catching up to the recent chapters i think i wouldn't even be able to think any coherent thought after going through all that shit.

this whole revenge thing feels more like an excuse for juyeon to continue abusing him, and less of the act itself.