i really do understand that our lists are gone and theyre not coming back, but i had over 2000 in both my reading and read, so nearly 5000 in total. even if i magically find everything i was reading, which is never gonna happen cause i had so many peak mangas in there that update once a decade, what about everything ive already read. they were like my lifes biggest accomplishments, id actually sit there and look back at them just to remember how much i enjoyed them. not only that but theres so many that i probably dont remember and so many things i left in my reading list so i know not to pick them up again, but now im going to me rereading thing not by choice and picking up things my previous self dropped. the pain im feeling is unreal, i cant even explain everything thats going on in my head right now, im so upset.
im crashing outtttttttt. i was so ready for him to leave, they better not have sex.... (i know they will but still)