Ngl the FL is starting to piss me off. GIRL STAND UP! You’re “lover” is having a mental breakdown while you’re over her with “Mr nice guy” worrying about three girls whipping YOUR lovers ASSS
I agree in a way that she needs to stand up. But she’s to self aware that she’s dying. And from the start, she’s been portrayed as more selfless than others, she worries about her household (the people not the father), the kirigaya (?) household who helped her live decently on her last month of life, and shinpei her lover to whom she wants to stop killing.
I think she’s hyperaware on shinpei’s status and that killing causes his mind to deteriorate more. That’s why she asked him if she really did kill the villagers cause he seemed like a more detached person at the recent chapter. Killing weighs heavy on her, but the order to stop killing (in my opinion) was made for shinpei’s sake. She knows she has traumas (which was recently revealed) but never tries to poke cuz she’s dying. What’s the point of trying to heal someone, when you’re dying, and end them open halfway? That’s basically inviting infection and worsening the person’s state.
And that is all my take as a Satoko semi-defender ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~





I’m throwing myself out my 6 story window
I’ll join you if you don’t mind