honestly, both suha and the older alpha seem like douchebags
juhyeok should just find someone else entirely the older dude 'helped' him lowk hoping to get into his drawls while also knowing juhyeok was completely drunk off his ass to the point of hardly remembering what happened the day after. nd suha.. suha, lord don't get me started
i really did enjoy this story and the art was easy af on the eyes—i loved it, BUT after a certain point i didn't rly like matthew all that much.
i wanted him and jin to end up tgt ofc, but the way it all went down in the last 10-20 chaps kinda had me a bit confused?? i wish we were able to see jin expand more on his trauma and past to matthew (the stuff with brandon, the guilt of being a gangster, how he was always wanting to go back to matt before his addiction, etc.)
and i also wish we got more than that lackluster apology from matthew because what he did ties DIRECTLY into jin's trauma and seeing jin apologize back instead and saying, "i shouldn't have been that mean." or whatever the fuck BLEW ME. like he was secretly shooting jin up with shit the same way mfs have always done him in the past, imo he should've been MORE upset (ofc ik matthew was trying to keep him safe, but i also know for damn sure there was a better way to do that.)
the things matthew told jin after he woke up from being sedated by him for three days too? like bro.. there's so much you don't know about jin yet and i get the fact that you'll jump to conclusions for that very reason, but that shit was so uncalled for. anywaysss, imma ignore the way the last 10-15 chaps went lol (especially how it felt like the author lowk wanted a doomed ending w jin and brandon








ratatouille being on the tv was the cherry on top