mc has a valid reason to feel like ml is using him/making fun of his feelings and instead of acknowledging that, apologizing, and idk, CONFESSING, he forces himself in bros car and guilt trips him? godddd what have we come to
does dude not understand rejection or?? how much of an actual freak is this guy
honestly, both suha and the older alpha seem like douchebags
juhyeok should just find someone else entirely the older dude 'helped' him lowk hoping to get into his drawls while also knowing juhyeok was completely drunk off his ass to the point of hardly remembering what happened the day after. nd suha.. suha, lord don't get me started
need that random sub to be eradicated bruh wtf is his issue
i really did enjoy this story and the art was easy af on the eyes—i loved it, BUT after a certain point i didn't rly like matthew all that much.
i wanted him and jin to end up tgt ofc, but the way it all went down in the last 10-20 chaps kinda had me a bit confused?? i wish we were able to see jin expand more on his trauma and past to matthew (the stuff with brandon, the guilt of being a gangster, how he was always wanting to go back to matt before his addiction, etc.)
and i also wish we got more than that lackluster apology from matthew because what he did ties DIRECTLY into jin's trauma and seeing jin apologize back instead and saying, "i shouldn't have been that mean." or whatever the fuck BLEW ME. like he was secretly shooting jin up with shit the same way mfs have always done him in the past, imo he should've been MORE upset (ofc ik matthew was trying to keep him safe, but i also know for damn sure there was a better way to do that.)
the things matthew told jin after he woke up from being sedated by him for three days too? like bro.. there's so much you don't know about jin yet and i get the fact that you'll jump to conclusions for that very reason, but that shit was so uncalled for. anywaysss, imma ignore the way the last 10-15 chaps went lol (especially how it felt like the author lowk wanted a doomed ending w jin and brandon
bros character development moves in slow motion i can't
the only happy ending i need from this is for kim dan to get as far away as possible from that mf im srry
mc actin like he can't just say no and how is he getting all googoo ga ga from a strangeass dude touching his wrist like??? u have a whole bf bro
tbh i don't rly like sehan all that much rn like he's actually insane in the head nd sometimes his interactions w chaon was rlly hard to read, but it does look like his character is developing for the better (plus im too invested to not read it atp) so hopefully we can see some good character development?? ig??
i think this started off pretty good but the more mc and ml interacted, it kinda made it iffy? ml gave off rly weird vibes almost the entire time
this author is incapable of writing a non toxic ml (besides MD my goat)
i get that him doing what he did was a trauma response, but it'll never make it justifiable (not saying anyone specific said that it did, im jus saying)
and to me, the details the artist shows to depict the csa scenes is too much tbh
they did the same in the prequel, u can get the point across without redrawing the csa scenes over and over. it seems redundant and like the author just wanted an excuse to draw it
i don't think i ever wanna read something like this again tbh
the art was rly pretty but pretty art doesn't justify the depravity i just read