Had potential, and the art for the smut is decent. Creator tried to write a story about damaged and broken teens who share their trauma and learn to love and accept each other. Instead, the pacing is too fast, there's hardly time to connect or sympathize with them, the ML RAPES the MC (of course it's never brought up again, and the MC uses that experience to masturbate later and "fall" for the ML more) and then there's the "rescue" from the park molester...such bad choices by the creator. Sigh.
The art is great. The smut is smutting. But the characters are shit. Both of them. There's rape, that is NEVER addressed again, and forgotten/forgiven so easily. There is blackmail that turns into friendship that turns into "love/crush". Both characters are annoying for different reasons. So frustrating.
The art is good, the smut is great. The characters had communication, real and believable misunderstandings (so much blushes for BOTH of them!) but the tsuji (blonde character) was so unnecessary and the fact that the main character is so passive frustrates me. You tell him no, he still is pursuing you AND attacks you?! Kick him. Slap him. Bite him!! You can literally shout at him!! You don't owe him ANY kindness when he CLEARLY doesn't care about your consent. I hate the "don't take your eyes off him, or I'll make a move" trope. Why are you degrading/dehumanizing the person that you like (allegedly) into some object that can be taken or won easily? So gross. The fact that the main character CONTINUES to talk to the blonde and even goes to him for "advice" is so unbelievable....had so much potential. At least it's a happy ending for the main couple, but nothing is really resolved or is the blonde EVER held accountable. -___-
The first 30 chapters (which are thankfully short) were a hard read, as the main character is black mailed, coerced, manipulated by the ML. HOWEVER the tone shifts and it becomes a comedy, you see how pathetic and submissive the ML is (in a good way!), and how much guilt he has (still to chapter 184) with how he acted, and how he is taking steps to being better (and he does a LOT of growth. But he's not perfect!)
There is a lot of communication between the two, and some really deep and insightful internal thoughts they have about themselves and what kind of relationship they are in. The author has taken the time to give them depth, to have them question, wonder, experiment and be curious about what turns them on, and what they both want from each other. Honestly, the fact that the ML is some dork/goober, who is flawed not only emotionally, mentally (big SIMP) but physically?! He seems to have a complex about taking off his shirt, and he's got ED. It's so refreshing that he's not some perfect character but has his own faults, that he acknowledges and tried to work on but also accepts that he is broken and he isn't something tidy.
Like I said, it seriously won me over. I hope others get past the 30+ first chapters and fall for these two like I have.











Very simple plot, characters are bland, smut is also meh. The "second couple" arc was completely uneeded, imagine l going up to someone's spouse and saying "your husband saved me once, everyone else scares me, I'm going to marry your husband too. You have to let him." Like. What? And then someone else tries to assault the MC but it's okay, because they did it out of love for the second omega?? And MC is FINE with it and wants to be FRIENDS?! This is SUCH a toxic character trait and I hate that it's so over used as an excuse to allow shitty behaviour and assault.