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Can someone recommend me some tragic, reality check , depressing bl manga /manhwa/manhua anything is fine as long as its queer nd depressing .. i wanna cry

I want to read something twisted today. So I searched for "Nii-chan" but it wasn't here. Is it removed from this website?

So this may sound extremely vague but it's literally all I remember. And it's been in my memories for so long but can't find it. All I remember is that it's sort of like 2 families that have some sort of power. And it's like fallen to 2 guys who have to win against the oth and the only way to win is in a kiss or something. And they constantly kiss and fight. They're not gay in the beginning but like always they do at the end lol

Ok. So I remember reading this really messed up omegaverse manga b&w where the uke's partner was ass, n left him after getting him pregnant. Their child grows up well n is really protective of his "mom" . The father comes back n the child has already manifested as an alpha. They have some tense father Son face off. I only remember this much.
The reason I said messed up was cuz the manga felt like it was going for some incest pairing. Now I'm not sure if the manga was still updating or I dropped it but I kinda want to know wht happened in the end.
Very low Hope tht ppl will know of this, but posting it here anyway.

can anyone recommend just any smutty manwha please

So FL were forced by her step parents to marry a cursed duke. This duke isnt just "cursed" by names only, he literally a fricking whole ass octopus, he turned better and better and idk if the latest ch he will turned into a human or not, but his human version were handsome and iirc have long hair and he wore glasses.

Cant remember anything elsee, helppzzz.

please help me cause i genuinely forgot and not even sure if its something i read from this site or Webtoon as a manga or from Ao3 or wattpad all i could remember is that its fairly new but there was like a more later release of it where it was completed but the mangaka/author like took it down for some reason.

So story starts out with a female protag walking down an aisle reminiscing about her times with her husband, as they finished their vows and all, and the hubby was about to say yes, a scence happened where 5 hot men just popped out of nowhere trying to stop the wedding, so female protags mother in law berated her accusing her of cheating on het hubby, but then the 5 dudes were like "oh we're not here for HER, we're here for HIM" and then it was female protags turn to berate her hubby.

The story is just pure chaos from the start and for some reason one of the guys started attacking female protag out of pure jealousy and they took it outside where she got hit by a BIG FAT DUMPTRUCK. And she WANTED it to hit her cause apparently she loved stories where people get reincarnated by getting killed off by truck-san and whilst iy did and the guy she was fighting off was magically floating in the air (true beauty seungho scene where he flew magically after getting hit by a car type of scene) she was wishing hard for herself to be reincarnated so that she can gobblesmack those 5 fuckers who did her wedding dirty, chapter ends with her posing as superman flying towards the light (possibly being reincarnated(?)) while she shouts "HELLLL YEAAH"

I know its lengthy description but i really want people to help me find this sh ive been searching for it in wattpas, webtoon, ao3 and even the stinky myreadingmanga site and still no luck

Yaoi where seme and uke are actually lovers but pretend that they are enemies in front of others to hide their relationship

what are some bls where the mc has a revenge plan and dates the ml, but then actually falls in love/comes to regret the fact that they wanted to get revenge

anyone knows what's the title of the BL manga where MC is the grandson of previous zookeeper and the zoo is filled with merman, angel, and this dying tree that always appears on MC dreams? thank you!

omegaverse where the alpha bottoms instead of the omega