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If BJ Alex has that much side story, jinx better get the same amount. ION WANNA SEE HEESUNG AND POTATA YET FINISH THESE TWO ORPHANS STORY FIRST PLS IM BEGGING
Has anyone here ever feel extremely scared or to be exact have your whole spirit go down a cliff everytime someone offers some help? Is that weird? Why do I feel that way... Like I would be in an absolute bind and in a desperate need of help but I would never accept help from people offering help doesn't matter if it's genuine or not. I would be scared to the point of tears but I would never say it or show that I am scared. I just mask shit out with a normal stoic face and kindly reject the help. Is that weirdd
Like today my laptop wasn't doing her best I guess bc she kept turning off on me so i just sighed unconsciously and my friend asked what was wrong. I was gonna say nothing and proceed to make a mental note to keep it tgt and shut up. For some reason I suddenly realized how I feel like if I said it then and there, they would be put on the spot and forced to help me with my problems. Like that would be so fucking crazy. I hate putting people on the spot for my own problems so I just don't do that. Maybe that got me to this point?? Idkk but why do i feel super scared and to the point I'm crying atm bc i feel restless inside after simply being asked if I needed help. I could be overthinking but I don't get it. Why would my body cry over that??
Someone??
gonna be fun to see how this progresses, letting this marinate for now