Hello! It's hard to say what may be what you're feeling with the information you gave us in your question.
As some people has suggested already you could be having self-perception problems or you could be experimenting repulsion towards sexual acts.
In case that you're considering the option, asexuality comes in a lot of shapes. Some asexuals ca...... 1 reply
did read 1000 manga or more
did go mad or crazy
