I get it, some people are sensitive to these things, but I don't see how you could think this manhwa is toxic (?) In my opinion, it's such a good story. Yes, it will make you uncomfortable and the last few episodes will disgust you, but that's precisely the point! It is NOT for you to enjoy, it's for you to question what's happening. It talks about a lot of little-discussed topics, real-life scenarios that sex workers experience, the good and the bad, shows how vulnerable these people can be, the clients and their requests, possible humiliations you'll experience, money issues, family and relationship conflicts... It raise awareness on those subjects. How's that toxic?
I remember my school years and feeling exactly like this. I also had a friend who was very similar to Aya! She was a very "girly" girl, outgoing and cute, and so easy to talk to! (Also, she was a really good person, we are still very close ) She did try her best to make me a part of her group of friends, but i just didn't fit in. They were nice people, but i was really lacking in the social skills department lol
My point is... she isn't being a pick me. Sometimes you just feel overwhelmed, specially if you are the quiet type. It's a feeling like ... like when someone tells a joke and everyone laughs but you didn't get it. Seeing all of these people who talk to each other so easily without any effort, can make you feel like an outsider. But it's alright!, I mean... you can't expect an introvert to suddenly be besties with everyone
I jussst wanted to say.... please consider how young is Elizabeth :( i know is not an easy to love character (even i hated her for a lot of years..) but she's a child, literally. And her role was to be the only thing still childish and pure around (Our-)Ciel... she had been constantly force to get involved in this dark mess and now she's not what she was supposed to be nor what she wanted to be for "Ciel" ... yup, you're probably still thinking that she's childish, and immature, and you're right! But she's actually more complex than that.
I must admit i really love the idea of Ciel and Sebastian drinking tea together...