I just found out about 6 minutes ago that I caught corona, and that I MAY have given it to my brother. I'm trying to make myself feel better by making jokes but everyone in my family just pissed at me for ' making a joke out of a serious matter'. Humor is my coping mechanism and I have a really hard time not spilling everything that happened to me, so this distancing thing is really hard. I can't really call any of my friends and say anything since they're all so busy. Even if they were able to reply they might accidentally tell their parents and then the community will treat my family like outcasts since no one wants to be around even a healed covid patient. I'm lonely as fuck and this mask is killing me but “People cannot win against their loneliness because loneliness is this world's worst kind of pain.”. I hope I can get some replies since it always makes me happy to receive replies on my comments. Even insults would be welcome, I just want some company. ┗( T﹏T )┛ Thank you for reading if you made it this far, may god bless you and I hope you manage to stay safe!
Sis, everything is gonna be alright! Just take care of yourself! Wishing The best for You and your br0ther
Well I hope you and your family is okay. Also Ik corona is terrible and caused such a massive impact but in theses time it’s hard to be in touch with people. So I hope that you and your family will be safe and healthy soon. ~from a caring stranger ^ ^
thank you ~from a lonely girl~ ^^
Thankyou so much I hope he's safe too
Ya know-how at the last page of each blood sacrifice chapter they add a line? i made a poem using the lines as inspo. (▰˘◡˘▰)
Stendhal syndrome
Witless, barking but without fangs
That in itself
Was the essence of being
Nightmares plague, dreams not seen
Tempting, seducing
Such is the ugly nature
The unspoken vulgar truth
Forbidden fruit
And unsatiated curiosity
However
Please be the unique being
Please stay behind
The beauty reaching peak, drowning others in euphoria
Starting once again, the stendhal syndrome
The feeling coursing through
The dizziness and flushed surroundings
All from you and your beauty
Until all fades away with only the pain left
This addiction
Threatening to break free
Why won’t you run
Why, why, why
The feeling that arises
Seeing the small blooming on your face near another person
The bright red flower-like dots
The bright eyes without dimness
The kind smile
A expression hard earned and once only seen by me
So coveted and revered
Now causes a green eyed monster to be born
The jealousy that became hard to control
Slowly the chains came out
Restraining you
Watching the broken image
The doll like figure
Cutting my heart more than anything
So i urged you to leave
Hesitance
So kind you were
Unlike the cruel nature embedded in us
Such was the truth
You were the exception
However you kept me in the dark
You made me believe you would always stay
The day came
When you finally broke free
Chains cut
No lingering affection or gratitude left for me
The euphoria that never came back
Losing my memories as the madness consumed me completely
The forgotten stendhal syndrome
And the abandoned me
Drowning in pain and regret
Too late
One shouldn’t cry over spilled milk
I was the one who told you to leave
And now I am the one begging you to come back and stay
The night is no longer young
In the end, such was the nature of human beings
Tempting and seducing
The unspoken vulgar truth
Witless and without fangs
To slowly waste away unwilling
Slowly forgetting the euphoria that i once experienced
Seeing and watching over you, with your overflowing beauty
And my no longer seen Stendhal syndrome
never read it, but this is so good omfg
Why thankyou
I have learned 26 minutes into finding out I caught covid that corona is an absolute bitch.I just found out about 26 minutes ago that I caught corona, and that I MAY have given it to my brother. I'm trying to make myself feel better by making jokes but everyone in my family just pissed at me for ' making a joke out of a serious matter'. Humor is my coping mechanism and I have a really hard time not spilling everything that happened to me, so this distancing thing is really hard. I can't really call any of my friends and say anything since they're all so busy. Even if they were able to reply they might accidentally tell their parents and then the community will treat my family like outcasts since no one wants to be around even a healed covid patient. I'm lonely as fuck and this mask is killing me but “People cannot win against their loneliness because loneliness is this world's worst kind of pain.”. I hope I can get some replies since it always makes me happy to receive replies on my comments. Even insults would be welcome, I just want some company. ┗( T﹏T )┛ Thank you for reading if you made it this far, may god bless you and I hope you manage to stay safe!
Damn for real for real
Any who just make sure to isolate
Sorry im not good at comforting ppl but hope everything gets better for you darling <3.
you should watch some new anime shows! they will keep your mind off things. or manga, a good one that keeps surprising me is toilet bound hanako kun. if your community is that wack, I'd hope you are able to leave when you are of age and have money. good luck my fellow degenerate
thankyou for saying such nice thingsヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
It's okay my fa!Ily got it except for me and my sister. We got it from my dad's work and we
Iive in the same!e house. Just try to keep distance from other people . even though it is not slot is may work. Just !and sure no family me!her goes super close to you. I advise you to eat in a separate room cuz its what.my family did although this is Mau not work due to your circumstances, just stay away from people cuz my little brother got sick cuz he always wanted to go near them.
I'm bad too, yours was honestly sweet
My parents who were sick
Everyone has a different coping mechanism and I think making jokes is a pretty good coping mechanism at times. Although I think that watching a good sad anime and then a comedy might help. Sometimes you need a good cry and then a laugh to help you. I do hope that you get better tho fighting!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
honestly sis, I hope your doing well!! But during this time you have the time to yourself to do whatever you want whether it would be watching shows, relaxing, drawing etc. Just think it as a self care week (▰˘◡˘▰)
im so sorry, i hope your family is better