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I have to recall this the best I can cuz it's kinda confusing. It starts with a noble woman, she was courted by a high ranking knight and fell deeply in love with him and his charms, and they get married. A few years after their marriage however, her father dies, and he suddenly stops the loving husband act. He tells her that him courting and marrying her basically revenge or something, and when she asked for a divorce he adamantly refused, saying that he was ensure that she suffered for the rest of her life inside that house. Instead of taking the normal fl route and trying to escape, she attempts to kill herself numerous times, which freaks her husband out ig. Anyway I'll keep this short, he eventually lets her divorce and leave him, and she ends up becoming a nurse during the war despite his only wish be that she keep living, and she almost died in a church fire after being held hostage. Long story short I think they eventually get back together but I haven't gotten there yet AND I DESPERATELY WANT TO FINISH IT SO IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT PLEASEEEEE TELL ME THE NAME OF IT
I FOUND IT AFTER DOING SOME DIGGING it's called My Beloved Oppressor!!!!!!
I really hate the trope when someone's sexual desire is awakened and they just get horny beside them self for anyone. Like wdym you're blushing at your adoptive/step dad's (who you despise with all your being) dih, and wdym you're jerking off a dude you barely know and wanting him to suck you off OUT IN THE OPEN WITH THE KINGS GUARDS LOOKING FOR YOU just because you guys had to be in close proximity for a few seconds. NEITHER of them should have been horny in that situation, clearly they aren't taking their predicaments seriously enough and it kinda just ruins the plot for me. Clearly the stakes aren't high enough if you have the ability to think about and indulge in exhibitionism while your life, your family's life, and the entire kingdom's life is on the line. I don't even care about the sex I just want SOMETHING to happen. ALSO wdym the literal god of love can't make a man fall in love with him without sneaking into his room while he sleeps and violating him? I hate hate hate when plots have potential but the author cares more about objectifying the MC than furthering the story in a sensible manner. I really liked the mythology aspect I thought it was really well done in the beginning, but this is just pissing me off
Also I don't give a DAMN about Los/Ross, again, interesting concept with potential for relevance, but loses all my interest because his second interaction with Psyche is sexual despite the fact that he is LITERALLY about to die for running away
People are saying Los is allegedly Eros, but even then I don't give a damn sex isn't how you get someone to fall for you, you'd think the god of LOVE would get that. Him being eros would piss me off more than if he's a separate person
You seem to be forgetting that they're boundryline adults.They had little to no knowledge about sex because, in that era sexual education wasn't accessible to everyone, especially women and ordinary people. Only the privileged had access to that kind of knowledge. If you had no phone, no proper sex education, and were experiencing all of this for the first time, you might have reacted similarly. They're also going through puberty, so obviously their hormones and emotions are going to affect their judgment. I'm not saying they're blameless, but at least consider their age and circumstances before being so harsh on them.
No I didn't forget, I just don't think it's super relevant to the plot