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i thought putting heels on yuriy again was rather cruel. after everything those shoes cost him, everything he had to go through, one would think they would have put it behind them as much as they could.

Take care of yourself and I'll protect you, your soul is so pure and sincere. You have no claims but is so vivacious and strong even carrying such sorrowfull memories. ps.: the last one is a promiss of fidelity.(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Azalea - this flower tells loved ones to take care of themselves for their partner
Digitalis a.k.a foxglove (lol this flower is used for heart meds: digoxin haha) - this flower are usually given to represent the wish for the recipient to heal from any ailment or trauma, and to regain their happy, youthful vitality (the sweetest pls)
Rain Lily - not sure but I think it should be devotion
Pulsatilla/ pasque - You have no claims, Unpretentious
Brugmansia a.k.a angels trumpet but I have no idea what does it mean other than it can cause hallucination haha
Adonis - sad memories ;u;
Hyacinthus orientalis - sincerity

Pretty much like:
"Goddamn please take care of yourself more. I'm here so I hope you will be more happy and devote yourself to me you unpretentious man. You make me in daze when I met you. But I do hope there's no sad memory of me because I'm being sincere to you."

I'm bad at writing lmao bye Σ(っ°Д °;)っ

I must be a masochist for reading through effectively 45 pages of comments

reality check to some people.
- hikaru is underage but a victim of rape, does not give him the right to them force himself on his brother. he did not like to be forced so much so that he hated the GENDER of the one forcing him. then he turned around and did the same thing to his brother? in any case he should be more understanding because he HE HAS BEEN THERE BEFORE. only proves that the boy is a selfish walking asshole. he only does thinks etc in terms of what SUITS him. he blames everyone and makes himself the victim.

does he need help? yes. does he need compassion? of course. does he need forgiveness? yes. because we as people aspire to be the best sort of person. Forgiveness not the same as letting him go scot free. DOES HE NEED TO GO TO JAIL AND MENTAL INSTITUTION? ALSO YES! He needs to take responsibility for his actions. And if that means a life time of jail HE NEEDS TO DO IT!

- haruki is significantly older, it doesn't mean he can't be raped by someone younger. and it is not easy to get away from a rapist who is as obsessed as his brother. He is NOT going to be charged with Statutory Rape. To the person who said this: are you freaking kidding me? Prosecutors are not stupid you know. And Hikaru is not a toddler. He has enough capacity to distinguish his acts.

Back to age: older doesn't mean he can then overpower the younger. There are many people we didn't expect but are actually rape victims. IT HAPPENS! age and size is no defining of capability or incapability. And there are many ways to rape people and keep them under your thumb! Usually a combination of physical and mental abuse.

- the mother is misguided, she wants to pretend everything is okay. BUT she doesn't know thst her son is raping her stepson. Please stop calling her bitch and thinking creative ways to kill her and her baby.

- the baby is not even born yet. y'all small group of twisted people can stop wishing death on it or imagine that it will be a psycho like his brother.

-the father is a useless dick and needs to step up to the plate. not sure why Sensei wrote him into such a useless character. Even the stove has more uses than him.

- senpai is selfish and misguided but he has come to see the light. the reason why he is not seen in the previous chapters or current chapter is because the Author has chosen to shine the light elsewhere/focus on the brother/stepbrother family. We do not know what happened to Senpai in the meanwhile. The fact that Sensei took pains to tell his side of the story means sensei is having something in store for him at some point. (or he can be a red herring).

Hey Guys! ヾ(≧▽≦*)o

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We really don't give a thing on this release, we will still do all the chapters.
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slut shaming irks my soul. the A/B/O concept is a systematic institution of prejudice + discrimination w/ marginalized vs privileged ppl. there's so many dimensions of this irl that i thought ppl would find it really easy to empathize, but the apathy is scary. the uke is amazing at what he does. but he'd never be where he is now on his pure skill/talent/intellect alone. he's looked down on cuz he is an omega. if he hadn’t slept around, he’d have been tossed aside for ppl less qualified just cuz they’re alphas. he uses the discrimination he faces to allow him to do his job. ppl need to be more concerned about the prejudice he faces more than the fact that he’s using it for his benefit. hello priorities. he may have used his body to get to the top, but what allows him to stay there is his brains. also body autonomy. your body = your rules applies to everyone. how can you use sex as an indication of morality? a less sexually active lifestyle doesn’t make you a better person than anyone else. like lol you wish. you don't have to like him (the uke), or agree with his decisions, but if you can't understand it then we didn't read the same story.

Fourth time going through this series, and I'm still not over how Kan-chan tried his hardest while being abused at work. I truly feel for him and even though he hit Yumi, he also was able to ask him to leave him. He knew he'd cross a line he shouldn't have, and he didn't want to become worse.
I truly admire the way his character did a 360 after asking Yumi to leave him. He's so wonderful, and even though some people say "he's a monster" "I hate him" "he should hsve...blah blah blah", let's not forget he was a victim of abuse for over three years, three years he suffered alone, and pretended in front of Yumi.
So happy Shuuna came around and pulled him out of that dark hole he kept sinking farther and farther in.

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2. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sabita_yoru_demo_koi_wa_sasayaku/
3. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/renai_rubi_no_tadashii_furikata/
4. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/narrow_place_collection/
5. http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hadakeru_kaibutsu/